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2012-01-23T01:35:00.002+08:00

tahniah aku dapat jugak buat header baru yang buruk hahahha dalam masa 2second sebab abang nak guna pc -__-" kbai

Froggy Experiment

2012-01-22T17:31:00.002+08:00

For more than once I wondered, whenever we carried out an experiment in the school lab, will the kids in rural areas have the same opportunities to experiment the same interesting stuff as we did? Rather I would be grateful because there are some children who do not attend school and classes. Their life is all but to work., and for some, vagabond. In many cases, no doubt we are considered very lucky. I dont know how much it costs but I guess our govt. must had paid a high bill to prepare our scientific lab needs.

I am already form five. And since I do not intend to proceed in any Science field for my further studies, this may be my last Biology lab experiment. So as to make it more significant I reserved a post for it.

The super obese frog that everyone wanted.

Hyeah with my new classmates.

Listening to my potpetpotpet is a must ok.

The inside of the frog. You can see the liver, the intestines the heart and everything for real! But from the other hand, they actually look like sort of a laicikang. There are mulberries, strawberries, laichee, grapes and some other sweet fruits well stored in a frog's body :)) Hihihi.

Say cheeessee!

Yes, obviously its not the ordinary frog. (Because it has six packs)

I love this picture. First look at it, no idea why Mira seemed so happy. what with the ugly green mosnter half toe pad ?

Heart, Beat, Fast. It was still beating at that moment. (But not anymore now)

Now this is the real 'jar of hearts'

Before it was murdered. He was very stubborn to die.

You can sense the excitement. Biology is fun. Dont you think so?

It was a rare experiment to catch the frogs. Out of the blue we did it. All the photos credit goes to Nazifah MH :) Thank you ;')

To The Gone

2012-01-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

Going to my second home. And this time, luckily its just one week. Soon I'll be home and be right back. It isn't a deluxe but it is a wealthy place. It serves no luxury but it comforts me. Time ticking so fast. I'm afraid if they kill me one day later. But let just hope I'd win.

See you later.
Salam. Adios!

David Fook - Tattered Beef Dreams

Officially 17

2012-01-15T08:57:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Hi!

Wow, how fast things are growing. Once again, 11th January - that usually fell on PMD day, had passed. Alhamdulillah. This is my last birthday as secondary school girl! And yet, this is the BEST birthday ever! The most significant, the most memorial. Thank you Allah. Thank you to everyone. Especially Abah and Mama, and my beloved friends. No worries, I'll remember you by heart. I am grateful that you are here with me regardless how many times I've hurt you. Sorry.

Officially I am already seventeen now. The times left is leaking. I need to grab them. I need to focus on my study. This is the turning point.

Happy Birthday also to my lovely classmate yang sangat hebat, dedicated to her job, tegas tapi lembut and so nice and kind ............... Piqin!!!!!! Yang sangat baik dan sopan sangat dari dulu sampai sekarang tak pernah sakitkan hati orang.........Ati Amran!!! Yang orang kata garang tapi sebenarnya sangaat peramah dan baik kalau di luar masa perpustakaan......... Cik Miah!!! Yang sangat supporting dan sangat best rindunye............... Uztazah Marzilah, and yes you know this very much, yang sangat fofular......... Siti Nurhaliza.A'ahh satu lagi aku tambah khas untuk syaima, si adik die yang tak putus2 caring gile pasal kakak die (????)..............Soleh!!! It is obvious that everyone who was born on this date was no other than extraordinary people! Hahahaha perasan.

;) May Allah bless you! Barakallahufikum!

And alhamdulillah I am as freakingly happy because finally I got the books I've long search for. The hunger games latest edition is out and Anne Frank Diary had just arrived in MPH. I am again, so relieved that I was there while it lasts.

Gambar dari blog mama. Terima kasih mama abah!!.

Korea Dan Muslim

2012-01-01T03:48:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Selamat Tahun Baru!

Daripada artikel hasil tangan Dr. Zainur Rashid, baru aku tahu rupanya majoriti penduduk negara Korea Selatan ( yang gile femes alaf ni ) rupa-rupanya majoriti adalah free thinkers. Seramai 48.8 juta orang secara rasminya tak menganut apa-apa agama! Dan umat Islam adalah umat yang sangat minoriti dekat situ, cukup mencabar apatah lagi untuk negara yang cukup terkenal dengan hiburan Kpopnya. Even jumlahnya sikit, tapi alhamdulillah progres perkembangan umat Islam di negara ni makin hari makin bertambah. Satu realiti yang jugak banyak terjadi di negara2 barat. Kalau nak tahu lagi, sini.

Doakan agar usaha dakwah kita terus mekar menghiasi segenap pelusuk dunia. Terus berdakwah tanpa batasan. Sampai hari kelak Islam akan tetap bersinar. InshaAllah. ;)

Tegurlah aku bila aku salah. Semoga 2012 lebih awesome dari tahun lepas. Hehe, tahun lepas tu semalam je sebenarnya. Welcome 2012! Salammualaikum!

Apa Perlunya Shoutmix?

2011-12-31T02:10:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikuuuummmm!

Dah nak 1 Januari daaaaahhhhhh!

Maknanya apa? Maknanya korang kena update shoutbox korang. Kalau korang guna shoutmix lah. Sebab diorang sekarang dah kedekut, kena bayar pulak. Ops, oyeah I forgot where I am. In this world, everything need money. Take note that.

Jom kita rewind balik amacam rasanya masa mula-mula kita ada blog. Lepas kita save segala setting kita, kita pun buatlaaa shoutbox. Eksaited nak letak ni, lepas tu kita tulis "Hi, selamat datang!!" "Still new!! ;DD"ataupun apa-apa je yang similar.

Kita seronok kalau ada komen baru kat situ. Maknanya ada orang datang blog kita! Hyeah! Tapi tu masa mula-mula je lah, sebab tak lama lepas tu wabak BW melanda. Kadan2 kawan kita datang. Tapi tak kisah lagi kalau orang yang blogwalking tu member2 kita atau kenalan kita. Ni tak, orang kebanyakan BW tu adalah ..... pemilik kedai2 online! Disebabkan nak ramai orang datang ke site mereka, maka mereka pun berhijrah ke banyaaaakkkkkkkkkkkk blog dan tinggalkan jejak dekat shoutbox kita. Sampai annoying gile sebenarnya.

Sama lah kalau kita tengah makan, tiba-tiba ada orang datang kat kita jual barang. Kita suka ke? Apetah lagi jika si penjual tu memuji2 kita. Maybe ada orang suka kot, but not me. Ada link tu 18sx la. Ada cuma virus - smpai kita kena reboot komputer kot. Ok, tak perlu aku cakap banyak pasal ni korang pun tahu. Btw, teknik ini jugak banyak dibuat oleh beberapa blogger yang sangat rajin online dan suksesful.

So, itulah gambaran betapa meriahnya shoutbox kita suatu masa dulu. Tapi sekarang makin ramai dah makin rimas sebab kena attack dari promoter2 tak bertauliah ni. Sangat overwhelming tahu takk??!!!Sebenarnya kalau aku, lagi suka komen dekat shoutbox tu sebab tak payah verification ape2. Tapi sekarang tak lagi. Ramai dah remove dah pun shotmix ni. Lega oh rasanya. Satu tindakan yang bijak, tapi mungkin tak efek para penjual tu sangat. Ramai je lagi yang guna. Nevermind then.

But when Shoutmix do this . . .

Ottoke?!!

We will no longer be offering free service. Fulamak, nampak macam marah an ayat die? Aku faham perasan ko shoutmix. Ramai gila jadi kaya dengan menggunakan ko. Ko nak jugak jadi kaya sikit kan. Tapi aku tak sekaya mana. Selamat berpisah. Salam.

Guilty.

2011-12-30T16:50:00.001+08:00

Earlier I'm freakingly afraid that I might be in the class I seriously do not want, as to how I studied for exam last year. But regardless of the result, I've prepared myself to accept whatever class they might put me in for next year. I did not want to object the fate Allah made.

And today the class streaming for 2012 is out. Thanks Syaima. And I am all but grateful. I am sorry friends, the I dont deserve that class. But I did not intend to put the blame to anyone, I do not want to make any objection.

Seriously who are we to say so much about what He gave? We are not God, thus we do not know any better than He Himself. We cant even predict what's gonna happen in the next second. Take your Quran, Surah Al-Baqarah, verse 216.

I dont deserve to say this.
But anyhow, Alhamdulillah.

Turun kelas pun jadi lah :)

Let's rule 2012 together.

See you in a few more days.

Paint Tool Sai

2011-12-29T17:36:00.000+08:00

[Update]

Dah lama aku tengok orang guna Paint Tool Sai ni. Tiba2 Mr. K ajak download. And I accidentally inspired by Milimilo. So tah daaaaa!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I strongly recommend this software because its way easy to use rather than Photoshop, if you like to draw kan.. Of course its lacking in some further technologies like PSD, but its quick and convenient. Hahah rasa macam dah cakap tadi. Nak download pun ambik masa tak sampai lima minit, nak launch app pun tak sampai satu minit tak macam Photoshop, nak save file pun tak sampai 30 saat tak macam Photoshop. Hehehe. Dah ah. Kesian Photoshop. Photoshop pun lagi hebat sebenarnya.

Download software for free here. Till then.

Subhanallah.

2011-12-29T05:36:00.000+08:00

Everything Is Public

2011-12-29T05:07:00.003+08:00

To be honest, I dont understand many things in life. There I said it. But just because I said that, I dont think you understand it well enough.

I have many things in my mind to be pointed out - as I do not keep thoughts silently in my head and buried it there forever. But tonight can someone show me what public and what private mean?

I didn't know if there is a new definition for this two words.Well not in my dictionary for sure. But somehow most people has forgotten what private is. Everything is too public now. People, public is definitely not the new private. You need to separate these two things. You need a room for yourself. A room to mend yourself. A room to hide. A room for improvement. Or whatever you name it.

The ugly side of the internet.

The more you want to share, the more you talk. Addictively, you will reach to a point where you dont have anything to share but you keep on talking crappier!

Now this is what happen when you let everyone into your room, you became less special. And the longer the nothing you become. Restrain yourself from making unnecessary statements, unreal conversations, meaningless stuff. Stop the potentially sinful act. Start marking your lines now. We wont go beyond that area. Because we respect you.

[UPGRADE]

Not everything is public.

I hope you understand that.

Another Christmas Day Means Another New Year

2011-12-26T01:06:00.001+08:00

David : Morning , what a great day .
Muslim : morning . so , hows ur christmas?
David : great . will be enjoying very soon .
Muslim : good .
David : No wish for me?
Muslim : Islam respects the non Muslim ,
but to greet other religion is not allowed .
David : but why?
Muslim : seems like we cant stop u to drink liquor, but we cant drink it ..
David : But many of Muslim did wish for me ..
Muslim : can you confess our confession of faith? (syahadah) ?
David : NO !.. can not !.. it will effect my faith ..
Muslim : but y ? just a word .. say it ..
David : now i am understand

"Untukmu agamamu , dan untukkulah , agamaku"

Copied via Facebook ;)

PMR TOMORROW OKEH

2011-12-21T01:50:00.001+08:00

Larian Ke Comic Fiesta

2011-12-20T21:34:00.001+08:00

Wohoa. Assalamualaikum And Hi. Does it sounds I'm overexcited for running all the way to Comic Fiesta?

Obviously it was the most epic event for all Malaysian Otaku. But take a note that I'm not any type of existed otaku. So therefore why shud I jumping running or so wuteva all the way to that event? In fact, I only knew about the existence of that event barely on the night before. And suddenly I agreed to go, ignoring the so little money I had in my pocket. But then, it turned out so awesome! Hehehe.

The true account was, I went for a 7km road run earlier that morning - when all comic lovers were busy preparing cosplays to put on and heading to KLCC. Larian Jom Kitar Semula at Putrajaya. I registered my name as soon as I read the Kitar Semula word few weeks ago. I dont know why but I guess I'm in love with the earth so much more than before. To be honest, that was my first 7km run in my life. And I was so happy because I managed to end the route successfully. Alhamdulillah luckily I've got a place as well, so there you go, I got my first real road race medal in my life. Haha.

And straight away after that, we went for the COMIC FIESTAAAA at KLCC! Oh yay, it was seriously awesome! I'm not going to say more, here are some photos. Quite a number.

While queuing in the very looonnngggg queue, aku curik amek gambar korang maaf.

Cosplay competition on stage

That Sunday was the toughest day for my foot. I didnt realize that we've run and walked for so many miles because later back at home, everything was aching and I forgot that tomorrow will be another day with another tiring events. Pffttttt -.-"

*p/s: Remember God wherever you are because God never forget you.

Love Is In The Air

2011-12-13T11:53:00.003+08:00

Do not respond hate with hate.

Don't help adding others sins.

Haters are already enough.

No need to be one.

There you go.

Make your day.

Inspirasi Subuh

2011-12-12T07:05:00.000+08:00

Terharu. Terasa. Tersebak. Terinspirasi.

Are You Ready?

2011-12-12T05:34:00.001+08:00

My mom rode a taxi and the taxi driver told my mom. My mom then told my dad. And today I rode my father's car and then my dad told me. Wait! Why never any of you ever tell me about this before???

Oh yeah. Right. Because we're busy arguing. Over small little stuff. Kita kan sibuk main politik. Kita sibuk gaduh sama-sama kita macam main pedang-pedang zaman kecik2 dulu. Hancurkan kawan kita jugak last-last. Oh yes sebab kita jugak sibuk sangat dengan so-called hiburan-hiburan kita. Rightio. Kita sibuk sangat sampai tak perasan pun kan yang ada pihak relax relax je dah buat gereja terbesar kat negara kita ;') Tahniah.

Anyway muslimin. Takkan nak terus main pedang-pedang kot???

Otw nak ke KL saya ternampak binaan gigantic dekat Bukit Jalil dan saya terdetik eh apa tu.. Sepatutnya kalau buat mall gempak macam ni biasanya iklan2 dia kan mak aih beso gedabak merata-rata semua ada kan. Tapi yang ni tak ada apa pun tulis. So I asked abah. Dan abah pun cerita . . . Masa abah cakap tu adalah on-the-making GEREJA TERBESAR DI ASIA, jantung aku dah blah dulu.

Allah tenangkan lah hati kami. Tak tau nak berperasaan macam mana. Tergamam. Ada ke patut binaan penting sebesar-besar alam yang dah lama gila bina aku tak tau. Malu pun ada. So as soon as I'm home, I googled up and yeah pretty much it helps. Tanpa ragu ia adalah gereja terbesar di Asia , ehem terbesar. Lagi, ia terel untuk memuatkan 5 ribu manusia di dalamnya. Mudah-mudahan kita Melayu Islam terutamanya kaum remaja sekarang tak berjaya diculik oleh mereka. Amin. Ia jugak menelan kos sebanyak RM100 juta tidak termasuk kos tanahnya yang berjumlah cuma RM 35 juta. Mak aih ! Dan nama dia pulak Calvary Convention Centre or CCC for short. Ini apa saya petik dari laman web dia . . . Ditulis kat situ dibina selaras dengan pemantapan Rukun Negara kita.

The CCC is a non-profit project that is being developed by Calvary Church in line with the principles of the Rukun Negara, i.e. to inculcate spiritual values, right morals, good behaviour, social and civil responsibility.

Lakaran kalau dah siap nanti. Terel habis la ni.

And this is the population of religion of Malaysian Citizen in 2010:

AGAMA PERATUSAN (%)

ISLAM :60.4

BUDDHA :19.2

KRISTIAN :9.1

HINDU :6.3

LAIN-LAIN :5.0

I am still trying to adapt and stimulate whats happening in my country. Considering the fact that the Christians in our country aren't that much to build such a church . . . diorang nak bagi sape pergi sebenarnye ni? =.=" So therefore, the motives . . . ?

. . . . . . . . . . . . .

Whatever it may be. Alert. Anyhow never negotiate the Deen. And yet, respect other religions is a must. Kita menghormati kebebasan mereka untuk jugak beribadah tapi kita pulak macam mana? Jihad itu berterusan tapi ingat, agama menuntut perdamaian. Fikir-fikirkan lah. Wallahualam.

"Apakah amalan yang paling utama? Baginda s.a.w. bersabda: "Beriman kepada Allah s.w.tSahabat bertanya lagi: Kemudian apa? Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: Jihad pada jalan Allah s.w.t.iaitu berjuang pada jalan Allah s.w.t. dan Sahabat bertanya lagi: Kemudian apa? Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda: Haji Mabrur iaitu ibadat Haji yang diterima"

May Malaysia be a more peaceful Islamic country within the presence of this CCC. Nak tak nak pun, dia ni dah diluluskan dah pun.

May Allah bless us.

Muslimeen United ;)

Innallah maana.

And I Love Toys And Robot And Sneakers And Shoes

2011-12-12T04:12:00.001+08:00

Dalam hidup ni ada beberapa angan-angan tak penting yang kena tulis kat blog supaya nanti kita baca balik ingat kalau dah tua hehe.

# Saya teringin pergi STGCC. Or similar event. Buy toys or at least prints. Takpun toki doki satu.

Ihsan daripada Art:Tech

# Takpun beli barang EightyFourCube yang saya tabik spring salute garam gula dadmvbwdvhbsemua lah!

# Saya teringin nak beli sneakers lagi. Buat koleksi banyak sikit.

Over betul kasut macam ni. Mentang-mentang kaya.

# Last but not least opcoz, saya teringin nak kerje dengan Mak Cik Anne. Nak tau rahsia dia buat pretzel.

*p/s: Saya berangan nanti saya bagitau lagi.

Fantasy, Reality And Whatever In Between

2011-12-12T02:16:00.001+08:00

Gara-gara saya baru balik seharian di galeri seni so terberjangkit untuk bercakap pasal topik ni jugak. Kadang-kadang saya terasa jugak dah kalau ada orang cakap belakang. Sekalipun korang bercakap dalam hati korang saya boleh detect. Emotional tak. Muehehehe. Tapi nak buat macamana. We can do nothing but to keep it shut. Saya suka melukis. Walaupun saya tau tak lah hebat pun. Cuma sebab saya enjoy saya harap janganlah kata saya perasan pulak. My drawing is nothing but to appreciate by whoever who wanted to. Dah kalau tak suka, kan senyap lagi baik.

Ni saya nak cerita ni. Panjang tau. Anyway button X ada kat atas. Dari kecik lagi saya suka melukis. Sebenarnya kan semua bebudak tu adalah artis, cuma bila dia membesar tu kebanyakan bebudak tu telah hilang bakat mereka akibat persekitaran yang tidak mendorong. Hahaha. Bahasa saya ni tak boleh nak sempoi sikit memang. Sorry la ek saya tak berbakat sangat dalam penulisan ni, masa kecik2 dulu boleh lah jugak. Pernah menang penulisan terbaik dalam aliran hehew. Aliran je pun. Kadang2 ada jugak cikgu suruh tulis tarikh dengan hari kat papan hitam hehe.

Tapi apapun, sebenarnya saya tak pernah bercita-cita nak teruskan melukis sampai sekarang. sampai besar. sampai tua. Saya tak minat seni lukis sangat, dulu-dulu saya suka seni muzik! Sampai sanggup ambik kelas overtime lagi tau belajar muzik. Saya pernah lead mini orchestra sampai bergaduh-gaduh lagi masa darjah empat. Anyway, pengakuan satu, kerja seni saya tak pernah siap. Tanyelah mana-mana cikgu seni saya tak pernah cikgu puji saya sebab takkan pernah siapkan kena marah lagi adalah. Even kat maahad pun 2 X 5 je. Cuma beza sekarang time ujian seni sebelum pmr dulu sempat siap hehe. Bukan saya nak bangga tak siap, tapi tak nak korang ulang tu je lah dah.

My starting point is when I'm in standard three. Starting point di sini adalah starting point saya dalam mengenal perkataan melukis, bukan bangga apa . Satu hari ni kakak & abang saya ngada-ngada buat kelas seni konon. Saya tak join sebab alasan sama, malas. Kalau tak salah saya diorang lukis Misha Omar ngan M. Nasir. Diorang buat petak-petak kat muka dua artis ni yang diorang jumpa dalam surat khabar tu pastu lukis potret diorang. So resultnye hmm cantiklah. Lepas tu saya mula jeles dan saya masuk bilik. Saya terus ambik buku #Innocent karya Ben lepas tu saya redraw balik heroin komik tu. Lepas siap satu saya redraw dua tiga kali balik tanpa rujukan.Dan bermula daripada situlah saya tetibe suke melukis orang walaupun sampai hari ni orang dia macam kaku je. Non realistic.Thanks Ben, really.

Anyway lets get straight to the point. Ada orang tanya saya bajet sangat suka seni ni kenapa. #Konon suka. Hmmm. Nak gelak pun ada. A'ah kan. Bajet betul saya ni.Eh tapi rileks aje, semua orang bajet dengan apa yang dia minat. So lumrah alam ape.

Memandangkan blog ni saya punya, biar saya cerita lagi. Jarang saya macam ni tau haha. Pengakuan dua, sebenarnya saya nak sangat mohon sekolah seni kat JB tu, tapi masa nak isi borang lepas tu mak saya cakap 'mama nak sekolah yang baca Yaasin setiap malam jumaat, bukannya yang menari menyanyi...' Maka saya fahamlah apa maksudnya. Tup tup saya dihantar ke sebuah sekolah agama berprestij di Kajang. Cewah berprestij. Seingat saya masa guru kelas darjah enam saya tanya ada sapa2 tak nak mohon masuk sekolah ni semua orang tak angkat tangan. Tapi akhirnya saya di sekolah tu! Woh! Adakah ini bermakna minat saya akan terhenti di situ???

Sekali jengjengjeng. Abah cakap "Sekolah ni hebat seni jugak apa, ada Mirwana." Saya tak ambik kisah apa tu Mirwana, tapi kfine ada jugak seni. And that calm me a bit. Sekali rupa-rupanya Mirwana tu team nasyid hahaha. Tet. Malu betul.Rupa-rupanya lagi saya dapat tau team tu adalah team lelaki sahaja. Tettt... Malu lagi.

Tapi tak lama lepas tu tetiba saya dipilih untuk mewakili sekolah main lukis poster masa form one. Saya pun pelik kenapa padahal saya punya takdelah hot mana. Rasanya sebab time ujian seni saya duduk tepi pintu belakang kelas 1 Ali. Hehe comel kan nama kelas 'Ali'. Kebetulan masa tu saya tengah fokus gile untuk kaler macam budak tadika conteng dinding so cikgu nampak ke-determination saya. So masa tu jugak cikgu panggil saya suruh isi borang pertandingan. Isk isk sebab cikgu kacau time tu saya tak sempat nak habiskan warna betul-betul mintak masa lebih tak dapat. Saya bersyukurla jugak tapi.

Malangnya saya lansung tak amek inisiatif untuk memperbaiki bakat saya yang sekangkang kera ni sepanjang saya membesar. So disebabkan bakat yang tak berapa nak di asah ni, saya tak pernah menang apa apa walau berapa banyak pertandingan yang saya masuk. Saya kurang belajar daripada pengalaman agaknya.

Jap. Menjawab soalan tadi tak? Macam tak hahaha. Panjang betul ek. Bangga karang cikgu bm baca. Anyway, tiba-tiba perjalanan saya di sekolah agama ini terus menerus ditemani dengan perkataan seni-seniman. Dari form one sampai sekarang, saya rela dijadikan AJK Keceriaan, baik dorm mahupun kelas. Tak faham betul.

Apapun, saya rasa bersyukur Alhamdulillah sebab Tuhan letak saya kat sekolah ni. Sekolah yang saya kurang hargai pada mulanya. Sekolah yang membuatkan saya suka seni. Korang amacam? Bersyukur tak dengan sekolah korang? Saya tau ada je yang sekadar pergi sekolah nak jumpa kawan tapi lepas tu kutuk sekolah die. Kesian betul, kena backstabbed. Sekali pun sekolah tu cuma bangunan konkrit tak berjasad, cuba lah korang hargai dia. Tanpa dia kat mana korang merempat nak belajar?

Hmmm. Saya terus terfikir. Dakwah kan ada pelbagai cara. So kalau saya pilih untuk berdakwah melalui lukisan macamana? Saya teraspirasi daripada sorang member yang cukup bernas mengislamisasikan banyak benda. Especially bila saya termenang pertandingan Creative Art Award Toy Story masa form three, saya tengok peserta lain semua cina. Saya hormat, whatever it is. Tapi. You know what I mean right? I mean . . . why not? Walaupun dari sudut agama memang ada kontroversi mengenai lukisan, yang saya sendiri sangat pening kalau nak fikir, yang sebenarnya sampai sekarang saya tak ada jawapan untuk masa depan lukisan-lukisan saya yang tak seberapa ni.

But the thing is,

why not?

BSVN

2011-12-11T22:18:00.001+08:00

Need to go somewhere interesting? Nah kau. Ambiklah Art Book Fair di Balai Seni Visual Negara starting from the very first December until 15th. Come as you are. Hehehw. ~~Nirvana pulak.~~

I didnt bring any camera. So the only photos I've taken could only be kept in my mind. Its nice though. To wander along the masterpieces of those who endures life in so much expression . . . I'd love the feelings. How do I translate that. Anyway, the feelings you get when you are in an art gallery are so much mysterious. I kept treasuring that and never I did come to any conclusion. The feelings are unpredictable. You'll be channeled to whatever energy possessed from those arts.

Everyone has the right to appreciate art - in whatever ways they wanted. So everyone is everyone.

Therefore, what you have to do is just wait, see, and feel the sensation.

Terkena.

2011-12-08T00:33:00.001+08:00

Oh hello tak semestinya orang yang makan cili je terasa pedasnya. Because some people dont eat chillies but they are hot. ( ???? )

HIJABOPLASM

2011-12-06T03:07:00.001+08:00

I played Roiworld again today. Click and go for the drawing section. They already prepare a figure to begin with. Mind me for playing the world's most childish fashion website... with such amusement. Note that. And here's what I did.

"She loves color block and vintage's. And most of all, she wears hijab as her most important outfit every single day."

Oh yeah I didnt even know they are recording the everything we draw. And they provided an on-progress video. Haha,please dont mind me, again, sorry. Check this out http://www.roiworld.com/dress-up-challenge/drawing/clg_view_dw.rwp?uniq=5962245 This is my first time ever. Just for fun okay ? ;))

*p/s: Maybe I'll come to that world again tomorrow. Addicting. =.="

The Pink Doll Affections

2011-12-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

I am 16 turning 17 but still I'd love Barbie all the way. Hahahahahaha. Why dont you watch another version of that?

I didnt watch the story completely. So I couldnt say much about it. Anyway thats really creative right.

*p/s: I wonder what happen if one day our movies didnt use real human actor and actresses anymore. Just the animations of Barbie alike. Then acting must seems like a sinless act. Dont u think?

Loz Vazquez Sounds

2011-12-02T23:37:00.001+08:00

The siblings trio of Vasquez. They are siblings and they do what they like. Awesome11 years old vocalist with her brothers. And I have fall in love with those super talents they have.

And this one the remix version, so yeah click http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aOww4Ntmsh4&feature=channel_video_title

A Trailer A Day Keeps The Hunger Away

2011-11-26T01:05:00.001+08:00

Excuse me. Double post tonight. I can't ignore myself from posting this. And that title may seems so annoying to be reread. Anyway remember my older dusty posts: http://dakwat-pen-aku.blogspot.com/2011/07/hg-fever.html and http://dakwat-pen-aku.blogspot.com/2010/11/hunger-games-innocent-fever.html .

Again, I am talking about the very same subject. HUNGER GAMES SRIKES AGAIN ;) I dont know why it keeps coming to me. Hello I never been a fan for real. Now the movie trailers are already spreading and the movie release is too soon. Its too good not to not ignore them. Oh is it that good? Maybe yes maybe no but seems like yes. Duh who really knows. Before all you should watch you should watch you should watch no before that you should read you should read you should read that trilogy by Suzanne Collins. There's motive why I love this. Its beyond what you read. So if you've read them then think why I said so. The language she used is simple yet so understandable. And that made me liking LOTS of it. Anyway, the excitement accelerates! Right HG Fellow Fanns? I am hyped XD Because even the trailers were better than what I've thought they would. The casts seem pretty fit and fine. Ohooo I'm rooting for this movie!

People, it's OK, take a breath.
Because this is the movie it isn't gonna have everything you want to make it perfect. It's also in someone else's vision. Also keep in mind that you picture things differently in your mind then everyone else in the world does. Think of the movie as a compromise between everyone's vision.
On a side note, I'm super stoked about the movie, I CAN'T WAIT!

- Kiyoran

The gigantic snow ball made for promoting purpose in The Cathay, Singapore. & you can even take photos inside that!

Wait wait guess what, Gale Hawthorne will be cast by Liam Hemsworth, the same guy who starred Will Blakelee in The Last Song! I never heard his name before. Seriously. You know how katak di bawah tempurung I am. Is he that soo awesome? I bet he 80%ly is. Btw, Gale is my favourite character above all. Its just that . . . why he had to be so extinct days by days, especially in the last book? Thats unfair you know.

Liam in the 2010 The Last Song.

Yes thats him. Acceptable Gale. Apa pandang pandang huh? Hmmm. Thank you for letting me annoyed you to the max. Lets wait for March 23, 2012.

MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR.

Everybody Needs Inspiration

2011-11-25T23:38:00.001+08:00

Sometimes there are some times you suddenly need to spill out and express something. Even though you not sure yet what they might be. But they happened a lot - to people like me.

I have just finished reading The Last Song of Nicholas Sparks. I am really touched by how the line ended and how everything is eventually tied into an enchanting conclusion. And that mixed feelings did not departed yet. So I desperately need to post something. Well okay maybe not desperate, just I feel like I should. And I am truly amused by how Nicholas described the characters.

And now maybe I am liking this masterpiece. Like how I'd fell in love with Versus and Hunger Games by far. I wonder how some authors write with passion and affectionately left the readers the same feeling they felt. You see maybe there aren't a very significant reason for me to fancy these books. But let me get it right, I am not the bookworm type of person, or novels reader or anyone romantic nor poetic. I rarely read books and whenever I tried to, most of the times I ended up by only studying the cover barely and peeking the first two pages. I would later consider myself happy if I stick to read more than that, which means I would love that book sooner or later. This is longer than I thought I'm going to write.

Anyway after I googled up, I found out that Miley Cyrus was acting as Ronnie in the movie version! Oh dont think I'm happy. In my thought Ronnie is someone different, I mean really different, not Miley Cyrus. But okayyy who am I to say that. She's better actress than me still :(

And the rest casts are acceptable, I think. Sorry I honestly judging their post by physical characters. Maybe I will catch the movies later.

Ahahh I know I know this is so not up to date but who cares? I think I'd prefer a colder hotcupcake rather than anyone. If I make you boring sorry don't say anything alright because in the first place thats why Blog is created I guess.

And the song is quite ear-catching too, if that word is ever existed. She's my new Ronnie.

And in case if you suddenly want to sing along;

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights are so long

'cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yea when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I
I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I
I look at you

I look at you
Yeah
Whoa-oh
You appear just like a dream to me

Just to remind you once more, I am none of her fans. Thank you.

unidentified maxi and skirt.

2011-11-23T01:08:00.001+08:00

I love how she mixed the sweetness in the black, her well laced boot and the pleated peach skirt.

I wonder what it will look like if the model is cover up? Sweeter perhaps? Hhaha, I'm making it just for fun okay. But really, its nicer. isnt it?

Now the awesome red and her shoe! I think tis super awesome when she wears grey sock. No matter eh.

Again, transformed. ;)

It doesnt matter what brand your cloth is. Dare to change, for good thats what matter.

selamanya.

2011-11-23T00:19:00.001+08:00

THIS IS A LAME POST. EVEN THOUGH THE CHANCES OF GETTING THIS MESSAGE HEARD, ESPECIALLY FOR MALAYSIA IS ALMOST ZERO. MANY SAID THAT MALAYSIA IS NON LIVING MATTER BUT SOMEHOW I STILL BELIEVE IT IS ALIVE, APART FROM THE FACT IT IS NOT AS CONCRETE AS US. ~~URGH NONSENSE AGAIN.~~ HOWEVER I STILL WANT TO SAY HOW I'D LOVE MALAYSIA ALL THE WAY. REGARDLESS WHETHER YOU WON OR LOSE, TAHNIAH MALAYSIA. IT IS QUITE FUNNY WHEN WE CONSIDER THE HISTORY OF OUR FOOTBALL TEAM GLORY, IT WAS ZAMAN MOKHTAR DAHARI! SERIOUSLY! THAT WAS WAY TOO LONG! I WONDER IF YOU LOSE YESTERDAY GAME, WOULD MALAYSIAN TURN OUT AS PATRIOTIC AS TODAY. BECAUSE IF MALAYSIA IS LACKING IN ONE THING, THAT IS COURTESY. OBVIOUS. ANYWAY, I AM GLAD THAT I WAS NURTURED IN THIS PEACEFUL COUNTRY WITH DIVERSE CULTURES AND RACES. I WAS RELIEVED THAT MY PARENT FOUND ISLAM IN THIS COUNTRY. CONSIDER THOSE POOR COUNTRIES AROUND MALAYSIA, IN WHICH MUSLIMS ARE ONLY MINORITY. THANK YOU MALAYSIA. ALHAMDULILLAH. MAY GOD BLESS US. THE POST ENDED UNTRAGICALLY.

*p/s:Cuak gila tunggu sapa menang emas. So I sketched during the final period of the game.

It costs a hell to change

2011-11-06T18:11:00.000+08:00

Quoted from Hlovate. And I started to like her. Wrote with heart.

Happy Eidul Adha everyone! Every muslim, my brothers and sisters with love! Will you stay here to help me, and the rest of ummah as well? Hand in hand? I want to change. And it seems hard. To change people? It seems much harder.

Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian, kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, dan mereka pula berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran serta berpesan-pesan dengan sabar.

Samasama?

Power Within You

2011-10-29T00:47:00.001+08:00

Now I truly realized the fact that everyone has a power within ourselves. And there is no one to conceal it except the owner of the power himself. And that statement came out from me after I attended the Hijrah Leadership Camp in Jelebu recently. It was after all, lucky to be there. Joyful and useful in any ways it went.

Well I don't really know if that power can be translated into photographs anyway. Really, it was nothing. But I was just wondering . . . Okay, I wont talk much more. Just see these stolen photos (from fared and nadia thanks) , and find the similarities. A photo worth a thousand stories, isnt it?

Tumbuk.
( Tolong ignore budak baju hijau tu, comel kan tumbukan dia.)

Adoi macam sama pulak aku tengok =.="

And it wasn't just us. See the rest as well.

Tumbuk II

Tumbuk (in process) III

Tumbuk IV

Tumbuk V

Yang ni lagi hebat.
Nampak gaya macam main lawan2, tapi pakai hanger (???) atas pentas pulak tu!

Last but not least, Tumbuk VI

Now you see what I mean? Everyone has suddenly transformed into a troop of Power Rangers.

Tahniah Hijrah Leadership Camp! Anda telah berjaya melahirkan sekelompok generasi Power Rangers yang hebat, Terima kasih ;)

“Dari Amirul mu’minin Umar bin Al-Khotthob rodiallahu’anhu, ia berkata, “Aku mendengar Rasulullah shalallahu ‘alaihi wasallam bersabda, Sesungguhnya amalan-amalan itu berdasarkan niatnya dan sesungguhnya bagi setiap orang apa yang ia niatkan, maka barangsiapa yang berhijrah kepada Allah dan RasulNya maka hijrahnya adalah kepada Allah dan RasulNya, dan barangsiapa yang hijrahnya kerana untuk menggapai dunia atau wanita yang hendak dinikahinya maka hijrahnya kepada apa yang hijrahi”

. (HR. Al-Bukhari )

There's nothing much left, except memories

2011-10-28T02:17:00.000+08:00

Tada... Here I am after such a long weeks of absence.

Things ran very fast and suddenly they went slower and I guess, steadier. But for most of the things, that's how they works. Things don't go on the same pace every time.

And before anything, I am going to use past-tense. I thought I should let you know this. Even though it is really not up-to-date, it doesn't matter anyway, that we didn't win the horsey competition. The theme was 1 Malaysia and all other participants were sending completely 1 Malaysia-designated-horses. At first that was what we thought, the organizer wanted something different and fresh, and we did something different, and obviously out of their box. I am glad that eventually it has finished, and everything's over, though the farewell was quite momentous. And here was our horse. . .

This was taken by Hosyi (-,-") exactly when the workers came to fetch our horsey. T___T Who's that girl anyway?

Fuuu.. The usrah being held just before the horsey departed. Everyone was unwilling to lose the grab, isnt it. I told you.

Working still in progress, at this point.

The transformized horse of the future Malaysia. Go Malaysia! Malaysia Boleh! *Am feeling soo patriotic suddenly!

This pinky was the one who got the Champion, from Convent. It was way too Malaysian kan. Congratulation! T____T"

Part of us - the kuda.com crew.

At the end of the day, we were dubbed saguhati, where thankfully, we were granted with some $.. We managed to do a little Domino feast later on. Anyway, the best part of that final day was.....( drum roll ) . . SULTAN MIZAN was there as well! At the closing ceremony!! And what that mean? Yes, I reprenting my our team honored the saguhati prize in front of Sultan or, say, I was confronting Sultan Mizan! Err I know that doesnt really suit the scenery but what is the best word to describe that, let just say He and his wife were there with their cute daughter who ride horse as well. So the ceremony went different as Sultan was there, and that was my first time attending such an event. But it didn't occurred so formal that formality is number one that I wasn't so dyingly nervous. But still, it was nerve-racking. You got to do the 'daulat tuanku' first before anything ahead, that's the courtesy.

Honestly, I was happy for that very little experience. I don't really know the other reasons why I was ultimately happy that day, but my only reason is because of the memories of all those days 24/7 we had that thing worked. We even visited Cik Hamir in his stuudio for some tips from the pro. It wasn't that easy, not barely painting but in my view, it was deeper than what it's ought to be. It's a right choice for us to be in one team. It really gave something to keep in mind, kuda was. And for that sultan part. it was totally unexpected, because the moment we departed there I really thought it was a simple occasion where no real Sultan involved!

Thanks guys for making it really happened; Baiti, Farah, Nina, Teng, Jehaada, All, Aliff, Alimi, Dekyat.

Sentimental as it seems,

there's nothing much left,

except memories.

Faded

2011-09-16T17:58:00.002+08:00

For more than once, I tried to run away from everything I own. I want to creep into the deepest hole I can find and stay there without fear until everyone completely forget who I am. And the world will mark me as anonymous so I am free and untied to anyone.

Remember how I once told you that I was working on a gigantic horse sculpture? Not me alone though, along with other nine friends as well. I merely thought it was no more than a work. A work that involve art and that's that. Another work that was willingly added to my jumbled piles of things-to-do list. Nevertheless on the contrary, it silently brought me a chaos, a type of which I never felt before. It almost knocked me over. But throughout times, I can simply say it was very problematic. Earlier, I noticed that I'm not suppose to bear this all alone since I have other nine teammates as well, but the fact that I couldnt share the problem with them just easily like that was the reason why I'm all alone. You know how much I couldnt say what I really want to say. One appointed to me that I have a communication breakdown, but I hate to admit that sure enough. I coulnt believe it either since I know very much that I am a person who was vry unlikely to be shy and quiet.

There are few who have been so destructive over this piece of art which later on blend in the confusion I already held inside of me. I didnt blame those peoples, for I know they have their own purpose, but the thing is, they have never talk to me - as a matter of fact. If what I do is wrong they should have said what is supposed to be said and that settle the case or if its not, it helps a lot. But what they did was talking behind my back until one day the news came to me all by itself. At this point, I started to consider what I do is somehow not totally right, but I never consider it as wrong as what they uttered.

Amidst that days as well, I was accused for doing another thing. At that moment I couldnt think whether I really have done that or I was simply accused for doing so. I hate when this happened because fyi, I am so pathetic at memory games and recalling past events - even though that memories may means a lot to me. So at that moment I took the responsibility and admitted. And the consequences grew bigger. Thank you to those who firstly started that story , I dont know who and I dont even want to know that. But you made me realize that wherever I am I have to stay mediocre and never trust anybody. Even until now I couldnt make up the real answer. But if I really done it the flow will exactly the same. I want to really cocentrate on my study or at least, no boundary but this matter is somehow bulging and bothering me. So still, thanks to you. I wonder why you have to make things as this complicated? I am now trying to make this thing fade as best as I could. Thats why I am extremely happy to attend a camp next week. At least they dont bother me to see me and vice versa.

I remember how one day I really really wanted to snatch a hatchet and almost - very almost broke the sculpture into pieces. I remember how eventually I have a feeling towards that non-living life that is, hatred. It dont make sense to say that I would miss that troublesome eywwh anymore. For the time being, I changed my ambition to none. I dont want art stream anymore. I almost resigning as well, but the saying " . . . Dibuang jawatan lebih bermaruah daripada meletak jawatan. . . " had succesfully stop me. Obviously the head student's mind was way better than me. Phew. I am no more than ordinary girl. And did I diagnosed myself to have a royal schizophrenic? According to Adam Young, I bet I had. Am trying to progress - even slowly.

Goodbye now to the breakdown between thought, emotion and behavior. Farewell to faulty perception and inapt actions and feelings. Goodbye to withdrawal from reality and personal relationships into fantasy and delusion. Good riddance to an overwhelming sense of mental fragmentation!

Life is way too short to worry about the past, and I for one, don’t have time for anxiety.

Enough. Innallaha ma'ana.

Short Shawal Update

2011-09-04T12:21:00.001+08:00

Suddenly I was awarded by the thought of updating my blog! Ahah!

Well it Syawal isnt it? A lot of events occured. And lots of photos were captured to memorize the moments. This year Raya was lot more awesome than ever, because it fell simultaneously with The Independence Day! Am really proud to be a Malaysian! And of course a proud Muslim obviously. I will tell you my version of aidilfitri. Okay orite, I think it will be postponed next fortnight ( i'm going back to hostel ) as I've decided this will be a rather short update. Anyway, we were handled a huge horse back at school to be designated as beautiful as we could. Hmmm let see how we will progress with this horse - in this very short period, only three weeks. Mark you, three weeks!


See I told you, its pretty enormous. And as youve seen, I hate the tail very much.

And before I mark off, its very crucial to wish;

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN JIKA SAYA TERSINGGUNG ANDA :)

Muslimeen wa muslimat, bittaufiq wannajah fi kulli hal!
Till then XD

Fighting!

2011-08-21T01:10:00.000+08:00

Di bawah sedar rupanya dah masuk malam ke sepuluh terakhir Ramadhan. Doalah supaya dipertemukan dengan LailatulQadar. Sayangnya. Tak lama lagi, syaitan-syaitan yang dibelenggu akan kembali dibebaskan. Kembali membisikkan godaan-godaan memalingkan anak Adam. Seram.

Memang Uztaz pernah berpesan ini waktunya kita mentarbiyah rohani ke tahap maksima, ini waktunya ketaqwaan kepada Tuhan Yang Esa dilipatgandakan. Bukannya sibuk menelaah resepi kuih mana mahu diguna, baju mana mahu diperaga raya kelak. Tidak sama sekali.

Lantas teringat aku pada sebuah persoalan sinikal ini "Apakah jiwa kita semakin bersemangat membanyakkan amal ibadah atau jiwa kita semakin lalai dan meringankan ibadah?"

Sejenak . Tepuk dada tanya iman.

Kata Uztaz lagi Ramadhan bukan sekadar ibadah luaran-luaran yang meriah dan ceria yang dalam gelap-gelita.

Habis macamana aku kadang terasa lemah, tanggungjawab banyak nak dipikul, bahu terasa berat. Macamana?

Jawabnya mudah,

"Cari dan dapatkanlah malam yang boleh menaikkan makam atau pangkat kedudukan kita di Akhirat nanti. Ia adalah hadiah dan percuma daripada Allah yang Maha Pemurah. Allah itu Pemurah pada setiap masa bukan seperti kita yang hanya pemurah bila banyak wang sahaja."

Please guide me .

COFEEEdition

2011-08-19T17:44:00.000+08:00

Life is short.

Stay awake for it.

2011-08-19T17:24:00.002+08:00

unspoken words.

2011-08-19T16:59:00.000+08:00

I try to walk but its hard

I try to run but its even harder

It seems

I couldnt do any

So I just stay still

Which I know

The hardest thing ever I couldnt do.

Am really sorry.

Am no perfect at all.

Ramadhan Kareem

2011-08-14T16:21:00.001+08:00

Dont ask me why I rarely update now.

Anyway, it's already the fourteenth days of Ramadhan.
It have been a fortnight.
I barely felt as if this is the beginning of the month.
But now I realised we had only a fortnight more to go!

I think its nott too late .
I just wanna wish Ramadhan Kareem to all muslimin and muslimat all over the place!
Lets celebrate with barakah! XD

“Break your fast with dates, or else with water, for it is pure.” [Abu Dawud, Tirmidhi]

Awesome 3D Artist, 17-years-old-Fredo!

2011-08-06T11:52:00.003+08:00

Its just unbelievable that he is only 17! And his artworks has explain how creative & patience he is. Incredible Fredo-Chile! I wonder where he got his imspiration? -__- His deviantart here !

*p/s: In a way it reminds me of Baiti ;)

Whats wrong here?

2011-07-24T14:07:00.004+08:00

Try to find the error. It’s impossible.

AAA
BBB
CCC
DDD
EEE
FFF
GGG
HHH
III
JJJ
KKK
LLL
MMM
NNN
OOO
PPP
QQQ
RRR
SSS
TTT
UUU
VVV
WWW
XXXYYY
ZZZ

Did you know that 80% of UCSD students could not find the error above? Repost this with the title “what’s wrong here”, and when you click “post “, the answer will be really obvious.

What? Still!! I cant find any! --"

HG Fever

2011-07-24T12:28:00.001+08:00

Masa dulu-dulu aku selalu termimpi kalau Hunger Games ni difilemkan. Mesti best kan. Sebab buku nilah ada jalan cerita terbaik pernah aku jumpa selama sedekad aku membelakangi buku. Walaupun hakikatnya aku tak pernah ada buku ni tapi sekarang aku akan cari balik sampai jumpa.

Tup tup tetiba sekarang dengarnya dah pun direalitikan. Masuk surat kabar lagi tu. Wow. Imagine Peeta Mellark for real! Haha. Orang kata Mac tahun depan keluar pawagam . . . Tak sabar kan.

Say hello to HG fans!!!

HP trailers.

2011-07-22T22:01:00.001+08:00

Hilarious ;DD

Have A Break

2011-07-22T19:25:00.002+08:00

Being back at home finally! Honestly I really really miss my home XD

It have been a sickly long weeks with too much actions. =.="

I have a lot to tell.

But for now, I want peace.

Home sweet home isnt' it everyone??? ;))

MUSLEH Tournaments

2011-07-01T12:26:00.002+08:00

Its Musleh Debate already!!!

Time went too fast I couldnt even manage to stay calm.... but we've already here. Seriously we're having lack of trainings recently and we've been a bit rusty. Honestly. We didnt bring any dictionary nor a dictionary.com software ( none of us own iphone btw) nor neither a lappy. How good is that? T.T" And since the areas got wifii man!! sickeningly everybody is clinging to their lappy (not to mention - ipad). Uhuhh how i'm really envying them. =.="

But hmm yeah its a debate okay. We basically need to use your brain. Fight and that's where the fun comes isnt it. So far its ~~doesnt really~~ matter what you do have or not. Anyway so far its quite tough rounds but everything is okay. ^^ Just need to boost up a bit to a higher level after this.

I ranked my performance yesterday a little poor still.

And now we're resting until zuhur and we'll set the war back. Wonder how I'm posting? Yeah good. Thankfully we're just next to national library. *Proud to be malaysians*

Anyway its so cool to be here. Food is always aplenty!! Honestly I would prefer that all the times. Met Aimi & the rest al-amininans and lots of well-known debaters of course. Lots can be learn.

Pray for the best. Hope we can break! XD

2011-06-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

Say, “O My servants who have transgressed against themselves [by sinning], do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Indeed, Allah forgives all sins. Indeed, it is He who is the Forgiving, the Merciful.”

[az-Zumar (The Troops) 39:53]

2011-06-10T13:02:00.004+08:00

Wordy AFS Interview.

2011-06-08T23:03:00.269+08:00

Assalamualaikum, Greeting and Hi.

Today I had my first ever interview.

Woha macam interviu besar je.

Well no lah. It isnt tat big. Its just an AFS interview, the one to apply for student exchange programme. And yeah it was pretty fun. Its time to mingle with the others and get to know the other part of the world. Especially when you are in a school which everyone has the same race as you are. We made friends and the most important thing, the unity chain is growing tighter. Seriously . . . you cant have that kinda fun if you just stuck at home doing nothing isnt it? So . . . yeah lets get the issue at hand.

Hmm. Its afternoon. And suddenly I felt as if the weather was too unbearably hot. I'm all sweating. Well to be honest, the event started quite late but okay, it didnt turn us go berserk. I went along with the other Hamidians - which were four five. Four AFS returnees were already inside the hall. And we played games with them. We play little Bonnie song, Zip-zap-boink-thing, Blow whtv. Blegh idk the names, never heard it b4. Its a team-building games and yes they were. We play while waiting for our names to be called out - as they said , to avoid a too harsh adrenalin-pumping period.

Yes you know how nerve-racking the time before the interview was.

Thankfully I was not the first batch. It was too early. Thankfully we have talked a lot when I heard Izzy called my name. Gulp. So I went to the interview room with the KUSESSians which were actually my sisters juniors. ( Oh hooho.. How detail is this ... >.<" )

My interviewers were both Indians. They seemed less intimidating. I mean, they were friendly and nice. But most of the question came from only this one woman while the other one was surveying my file.

They asked many questions ( of course ). And poorly my answers were as automatic as I could. And I spluttered my words as well . Bleghhhh I dunno why that happened though. They got jumbled so easily.

So basically, below are how the interview went basically. I couldnt remember the exact conversation. Sorry its too wordy.

ME & THE INTERVIEWERS

The first thing they asked . . .

V : So, your father is a doctor?

ME: Yes, but he's retired already.

V1: You're from . . .Maahad Hamidiah. Where is that?

V2: Ohh. That, the sekolah agama one.

V : Why do you want to go to Japan?

ME: There are many factors. . . Hmm dyou know the Dasar Pandang Ke Timur ( Look East Policy ) by Mahathir before ? Blablabla I talked about how Mahathir did the policy worked, and how it really works . Its a long answer for a start I think, almost about an essay.

V : But it is only two week? Two weeks is too short! Its impossible for you to learn their culture! How is that?

ME: That's the only choice I have. It is a short period but it doesnt matter. I'll grab as many opportunities I could have for every seconds. I can still interact with them through internet after that.

Then she explained briefly how Japanese peoples were, the situations there etc. etc. And then she launched to the Muslim issued questions. As expected, some have told me before hand to be prepared. Its a must question if you're muslim.

V: If there, in that 2 weeks you are placed to eat in a non-halal restaurant Will you eat?
ME: No, I'll not.

V: No?! Then you're not going to eat for two weeks!???

ME: I didnt mean like that. I'll find alternatives, there's veggies as an option.

V: Yes we know that, but will you eat in a non-halal restaurant?

The session went a bit long for that issue. I dont know if I sound contradicting as my words have mixed up. Nevertheless eventually I ended up by saying 'No, I wont eat' if at that time I really feel that food is syubhah and 'Yes' when Im convince by the food and the restaurant and stuff there. And they nodded.

V: In Japan, they've got no recess time like in Malaysia. No canteen and such. Your foster parents will cook for you, and prepare you a packed lunch. Are you okay with that?

ME : Yes definitely.

V: What will you promote Malaysia?

ME: Blablabla... 1 Malaysia . . Gotong-royong . . Rumah Terbuka during festivals no matter what your races are. Blabla.

V: Dyou think they'll like Malaysia?

ME: Yes perhaps, blabla Dasar Pandang Malaysia (Terbalik) by Japanese laborers recently blabla.

V: I see. So, if you've been shortlisted, the next interview session will be held.
ME: Hmmm. Nodding. There's over hundreds applicants for JENESYS and mostly they were too outstanding student. So I'm not putting up my hope high. >___<"

ME: Ok... when will the name listed out session - approximately?
V: Oh dont worry. If you're shortlisted, then we'll inform you. It'll be around August I think.

Hmmm. Okay. Thats all. You may leave.

ME: Okay thank you. I'm leaving

V1: Wait, what do you get the RM30 000 scholarship for?

V2: What scholarship? When?

ME: Oh that. I got it last year. And its eligible for 3 year after my SPM completion.

V: Will you use that scholarship?

ME: Yeah as an alternative if I havent got other scholarship.

V: Hmmm... What you want to be?

ME: I want to be an architect. Yeah Japan . . . is a great modernized country by the way. The technology they hve developed.

Then talked about the recent Japan earthquake a bit and . . .

V: But you have to know that there's many applicant all over Malaysia applying for this scholarship. And these names will be shortlisted by the head-AFS. Even we can't decide who's going. So just wish you luck.
THANK YOU ;)

Yeah, its really ended.

And I went out. Yay! I felt great! Much relieved.

You can see its pretty challenging. It's okay whatever happened.

If I got it, then its like bagaikan bulan jatuh ke riba - which is totally unexpected - Whoa imagine that.

I've met awesome peoples. And I gained a lot.

Alhamdulillah. Thanks Allah.

Till then.

*p/s: I'm exhausted.

tuesday short update

2011-06-07T12:04:00.014+08:00

I think now I understand why I couldnt upload the photos before. Just now as I signed in to my blogger dashboard, I was amazed! Whoa, blogger has revamp its new look! New style! Now I'd like this one. Really. Keep it up Blogger! ;)

COOL ISNT???

Wait, I think I still dont understand why the uploading process is soooo terrible. I cant manage one , still.

2011-06-07T03:23:00.000+08:00

Spread the words!

Hohoho

2011-06-07T03:07:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum :))

Tajuk menggambarkan mood hari ini.

Tadi tengahari saya pegi rumah Ajie. Eh sekejap! sejak bila aku guna saya? Takpelah bunyik lebih baik sikit bukan? Sebab sambut birthday rakan-rakan saya ; Ajie, Timah dengan Bisya yang akan tiba lagi beberapa hari ni.. Mak aiihhh rumah die besar! Budak-budak ramai. So tak sunyi sgt tempat tu. Ye laa kan rumah-rumah besar ni biasanya sunyi sepi gila. Tapi ramai gak yang tak dapat datang ada hal. Hurmmm, kalau ramai mesti pergh lagi meriah kan.

Nak sampai belit-belit jugaklah, ehm kali pertama. Seumur hidup mana penah pegi BTHO. Masa saya sampai - tengahari - yang ada semua tengah menternak lemak. =.=" ok. makan tu wajib woo. Macam tak tau pulak. main dish ada nasi lemak, mihun & ais kacang dan kek semestinya. Overall , dalam tempoh tiga jam saya disitu, cuba bayangkan tiga kali makan berat. Ya rabbi ni memang menternak lemak habis lah. Makan, main, makan, main, solat, makan, main , saya balik diorang sambung main. Tsk tsk macamanalah boleh kebal perut hari ni. Nak kata tak segan ke, memanglah tak segan dah kita ni . . . ehem budak asrama . . . macam la tak biasa. Kan ni hobi kita kan, menternak lemak kankan? -______________________-"

Bercakap pasal rumah Ajie tu, bukan sekadar rumah besar tapi rumah tu jugak selalu buat aktiviti2 agama macam taklim ke etc. Saya terimbau kenangan semasa kecik di kampung sewaktu ada kuliah. Semua pendengarnya adalah perempuan dan penceramahnya dihijabkan dengan kain papan pemisah. Maka wajahnya tidak kelihatan sebaliknya hanya suara ceramahnya sahaja kedengaran. Saya duduk bersama makcik2 dekat situ disebabkan pelik dan rasa ingin tahu yang menebal kenapa orang lelaki tu bercakap tapi ditutup dengan kain? Kesimpulan yang saya nak cakap, dah lama tak nampak orang buat kuliah kat rumah cemtu. So lepas ni kalau anda ada rumah besar anda kena teruskan buat aktiviti-aktivit begini di ruang tamu anda yang luas gila. Kan bermanfaat.

Maka terima kasih daun keladi, Ajie & The Geng! Lepas ni buat la lagi saya sudi datang lagi.

*Maafkan saya kerana gambar-gambar tadi gagal diupload! Blogger selalu buat hal! Tsk tsk sedih betul.

Tak percaya? Nah tengok gambar ni hitammmmmm je isk.

Oh dear Flynn!

2011-06-06T02:53:00.003+08:00

2011-05-30T01:50:00.002+08:00

It has been awhile since the last time I used my photoshop. For the time-being I thought the laptop is alright, and probably , better. But then I found out that that my photoshop software was missing! Maybe yes I'm not a designer or so whatever that desperately need it but hey it has disappeared! Oh dear . . . Its a holiday and my hubby had gone!!! T_____T" You know how it feels ~~to be left alone~~.

Pfftttt! Okay then okay, I used my sister's psd - which was CS5 - and I was amazed. Yes technically I dunno what and how to use the new items but after all, it differ from CS4 so yeah, I play a little bit. And I managed to do a new header! Well I did . But the upload process was problematic and it damages the photos ( yes I was trying to uplod this boy from Tangled as well ) and here's how they will look like.

Seriously failed!

Wish I know why. Doubled . I wanna play more but there's no good, no psd with all my loaded stuff, no pendrive. Google often crash and it spins everything out, very weak internet connection and what else ?

=.="

Hmmmmm. I made these these days anyway, anything quotable or photo-related stuff. You know how bored the weak-connection-moment was. Even though the uploaded Min Ho has been stroked very randomly by Mr. Blogger ( as you can see ) and rotten by its look, just feel free to view it. It reminds me of the TV screen when it is siaran tamat. Or even the printer when the ink has dried out. The colour runs out something like that. And I re watch Boys Over Flowers recently, so that man accidentally popped out to be the model for this words. Let him be. Hmph.

Gnait. . . -____________________________________-"

hi i'm back!

2011-05-28T21:00:00.006+08:00

. . . and it's holidays!!

Alhamdulillah the exam finally over.

I flunked over most of the papers, where I remebee the highlighted one are +Math, Biology and Arab.. Err did I sound too proud?? soryy huuu its happened naturally T__T Teachers I dont intend so but those answers were dangerously critical. Huuuu the MAJOR exam is soon coming and I felt the time left is poorly insane and seriously - I was in danger - yes, seriously. Dear teachers I'd only wish I'll pass.

Even so now suddenly I think . . . I shouldnt tell you. Its obviously something not to be bragged and nothing significance. When I look back, theres a lot of nothingness in my posts and there's lot of crap. So.... therefore... should I delete this blog? And create a new one?

Regardless that question, whatever it is, holiday is the best time to cope for everything. Lets explore new things and lets make more memories. Remember, keep away from those negative things ( you know what those are, isnt it? ) and you'll be dominantly safe.

And one more thing, please. Once the results is in our hand, dont regret what you've got. Keep moving on! Anything happen, grateful for God at least have granted you so - and not even worse. Remember He said he will grand us more if only . . . we're grateful to HIM . When He said He will, HE WILL.

And one last thing, remember that Allah answers prayers in three ways:

He say YES and gives you what you want,
He say NO and gives you something better,
He say WAIT and gives you the BEST!

So Yeay, got to spent the days freely! >____<

OK suddenly I inserted this yummy thing.

;D Enjoy!

*should I delete this blogg? =.=" should I?

LEGO Bricks!

2011-05-14T10:56:00.003+08:00

By Nathan Sawaya;

Another way of playing LEGO!

Lesson 101 : How To Draw A Cikgu ;DD

2011-05-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

Waktu cuti2 ajar anak sedara main lukis2, Haha tengok tangan die... mcm Shin Chan!!! =.="

Britain Royal Wedding

2011-05-01T08:01:00.002+08:00

;) a true fairytale .

I never watch a wedding ceremony as serious as this.

little thought of N K I 2 0 1 1 .

2011-04-30T23:12:00.001+08:00

Everything went too fast.

I was in Terengganu a week ago, fighting a little compulsion of attending a very formal course in SMKA Durian Guling; Nadwah Kepimpinan Islam. I called it a course, I dont really know what Nadwah stands for. Let me tell you the details; that it was held for about a week and the hostel was ~~almost~~ superb - because its better than ours XP - and it was ~~almost~~ fun.

Yes, it was ~~almost~~ fun as through times many things happened. From the first moment I knew that I am going I wasnt so excited. The thing was that I am not an exco and neither a representative from the prefects. It was complicated but the teachers simply whisked me to go and there you go, I went there along with other nine hamidians.

It was unbelievable ; last year I was one of the committee members but today I stood as the participant. Everything changed . Everything paid. I remembered how hectic last year was - without our principal - we were the host and I was the unplanned designer. Unpurposedly I was asked to work with computers, along with the design and features . That was the moment where for the first time, I went sleepy while using the computer because obviously we're overtired. Syaza! She was another committee who has commit herself with multitude of task with the computer even until this very moment. Okay enough ! Honestly I'm missing that part!

Now this year the activities wasnt that challenging. Unlike last year, I thought there were questions about solat jenazah or something similar but it was very unlikely. The explorace was not wearying, I'm sorry but I would prefer a tougher one . Okay. Expect the unexpected and during this nadwah, our group was mingled by boys and girls. I'm in group 14 by the way... I only know that my leader was called Dol since I missed the taaruf session. It was cool enough though.They taught me with their nice characters and I'm liking it. Anyway we went Taman Tamadun Islam and we even did the explorace there. There were 22 monuments inside the esplanade and for short everything was mesmerizing. Man! That was a too wide-scaled place. We kept envying the teachers in trains while the blazing hot sun piercing our skin. As I brought my camera along, there were huge numbers of photos and of course, memories to be kept. Maybe I'll upload the photos later. I didnt own the memory card right now. Nevermind. Even though I told you the activities wasnt so challenging but it didnt mean nil. They always stressed out upon co-operation among teammates & of course leadership.

And eventually it was proved that the newborn young leaders had honored some kind of bravery. Almost everyone was snatching to grasp the microphone and to voice out. Although I did a lot of crap , I became the panel for a forum slot and I guess it was paid off. InshaAllah for the sake of ummah our brotherhood are growing wider and stronger. We made friends & we gained a lot of things . But, somehow there were still unoccupied soul. There were some participant who didnt take things seriously. Iman was something you cant underrate but not everyone would take that practically. The Tamrin Qiyadi were great but then the listeners werent so affected. I wonder why. I wonder why there were peoples who stole peoples stuff and earned duit haram. I wonder why.

Any how may Allah bless you . It wasnt that fun.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA ! XD

2011-04-17T17:02:00.000+08:00

Supposedly I have a camp to attend in Banting but since today is Mama's birthday ~~and some other factors~~, I cancelled it and being in home is surely not a wrong decision. I thought of buying her cake birtday as surprise, but it didnt work out... ;(

Okay, Mama baked Macaroni! This was before its baked in the oven though..

And here, she's battling with herself which's which to buy.

Tadaaaa! Bought a blueberry cheese for you Mama!

Selamat Hari Lahir,

Semoga Dimurahkan Rezeki & Dipanjangkan Umur Dalam Beribadah.

Terima Kasih ;)

2011-04-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

It has been weeks & weeks.

toilet tissue rolls r o l e s

2011-03-17T03:52:00.001+08:00

Creatively Taught By Awesome Anasstasia Elias ; )

r e b e l s

2011-03-17T03:33:00.000+08:00

Iklan pakai jeans sebenarnya, cantikkan tapi ?

And I love shoes and sneakers and toys and robots.

2011-03-13T20:58:00.001+08:00

One of the reason why I want to be an architect is because of the shoe for example, I'm always addicted to buy and own Supra but realizing how unsuitable I am in it, eventually I didnt buy any of them. I kept wondering how I want to own them , & the only answer I found was, to create my own mine .

a verbal writing; hi

2011-03-13T18:39:00.008+08:00

Peeps, dyou know how tired I was over this few weeks?

Huuu, finally Intraschool Debate was over! I was relief that what we held was well-welcomed & appreciated even though this was the 1st ever intraschool we've ever done! You guys are awesome! It has came to the ending unfortunately. A bunch of huge syukran to everyone who has contributed to this very short program especially to the committee members, the adjudicators, teachers, the ushers, and of course.... THE PARTICIPANT! To be honest the competency level was mediocre but you guys made it so well!!! You've shown the courage to voice out & thats was really woaaahhhh! Great! We'll make sure next year will be BETTER! :))) OKAY then its enough.

Phew, really felt like dying but then thankfully the exam came. -__-" Thanks to that - at least I'm not that whacked. Seryesly this last week was good, since there wasn't any additional activities as usual & I'm totally overexcited with that! Everyone was too occupied with studies - which made me wonder, why on earth everyone was really stressing out upon this test? Hey, I mean it was just a test! A monthly test ! None of us treat it the same way though , very unlikely the previous year. & then principal is going to bat us all if we fail in the test! See, she's strict - Creme de la creme - isnt ??? No wonder since she's a pengetua cemerlang kan. Thus I was quite scared to see my peers struggled like that and it was doubled when eventually I sit for those papers. One good things is that, now I know how Chemistry differs from Biology & Physics! Its an unnecessary lesson about either solid, liquid or gases chemicals in the matter world, and Physics was the subject Isaac Newton loved the most while Bio teach me what my friends are secretly made up of. Hmmm, it doesnt really matter anyway, I doesnt have that kind of strong chemistry with em. The test was quite easy but my last-minute preparation wasn't helping me in any way. In other words, I'm not ready for Imtiyaz!

Please dear, let me pass . . .

*And know what I got from the teachers ? Its called Pakej Percutian which is actually a bundlessss of mounting homeworks to be done within a week!!! I like the name, it sounds dreamy but not the contents, they sound scary... Fuuuuhhhhhhh...... T______________T"

National Novice I

2011-02-27T10:59:00.005+08:00

With The Name Of Allah, Bismillahirrahmanirrahim .

Attention : Post gonna contain a lottt stack of photos!!! Kindly click the X button above or feel free to keep scrolling!!! ;DD

We were participating in this novice tournament week ago, in Uitm. Miraculously - between that hectic time to cope with schools, homeworks, and intra school dbating championship we're doing - we sent two teams for it, although we're having a serious lack of trainings. And to my own surprise our team was me, Laila and Kimie along with Meor, Kak Mira, Nizar & Kak Wanima, & also - thank God - Brother Muhd.

Well it was - in some points - great ! But it wasnt that great as well. I know even weren't that good yet, but we learnt a lot throughout this tournament. I realized how big the small effect could affect us or vice versa. Its not just about debating, but its also about everything that you've mislook. We're growing older. Its a something I'll never forget.

The first round was bout to start. Nervous ! Urm? Ergh ok maybe not.

Against IIUM 8. Feel like an international tournament! Seriously! ;p

I'm annoyed. Campus life . Pilihan raya was seriously overwhelming everywhere.

Part of the pilihan raya, maybe?

Guess which 1 we finally debated? THE 3RD ONE!!!

With CHS, the only secondary school we're against (from those 1st 6 rounds). I've met them in HELP last year, so yeah. Hi again friends!! :)

Not peeping tom. Its just my hobby to take random photos. Thats Muhd with the Fattah & Sadiq btw.

The tab rooms.

We debated the 3rd motion, against KLIUC.

3rd speaker from the opponent team. KLIUC & MAHISS are neighbours btw!

Uploading photos to blogger are sickening! I'll see you later. Soory and thanks XD

none

2011-02-02T23:27:00.003+08:00

Just something I found in FB, thought it might make you smile ;DDD

Girl: Hi :)

Boy: Hey.

Girl: I heard you like somebody...

Boy: Yeah, yeah.

Girl: Ooh, who is it?

Boy: I'm not telling.

Girl: Fine, do I know her?

Boy: Yeah.

Girl: Hmm, what's she look like?

Boy: Do you have a mirror?

_______________________________________________________________________________

gf: girlfriend
bf:boyfriend

gf: baby i seriously dont know why your ex hates me so much

bf: look at the keyboard on your computer

gf: why???

bf: because U and I are together, and my U come above my X

gf: *blushes*

LOL XDDDD ! do smile if you do understand ;)))

the malay version :)

2011-02-02T10:51:00.001+08:00

better ?

*mak yang tunjuk. yelah kan, i'm not really up-to-date.

wear it right , ok?

2011-02-02T10:22:00.002+08:00

first few words.

2011-01-15T15:11:00.003+08:00

; ) Another new term has started. Well so far nothing really interesting had happened though, err but not everything was unexciting, something did happened . It just that haha theyve got no real climax.

Mula-mula, kiteorang ada (bak kata Farah) Minggu Hala Tuju, haha oklah, sebab awal gila, ( dan tak membosankan ) and directly after that, I had my new subject lessons , ADDMATH & PHYICS & BIO & CHEMIST ( yang sampai sekarang saya xdapat bezakan apa beza ketiga3 subjek sains tu ==.=" ) and my new class - 4 IBS ( yang terletak nun jauh di sudut paling tak berpenghuni maahad ) and my new dorm and honestly, I dunno my exact feelings bout them yet. And right now, my friends are going away from maahad. Uh fuuuuu T_____T" Urgh. please, kalau dapat tawaran, I would like to see u guys koyak surat tawaran tu di depan kami2 ni okay. And then seriously we could be good friends, kan? Hahaha. Takdelah, suka hati korang lah. Fikir laaa rasional atau sebetulnya, fikirla masak-masak. It's your life. Aku takde sebab nak pindah, tapi kalau korang nak timba pengalaman meluas kat tempat baru hangpa tu, pergilah. Tak salah pun kan ;)

But for sure I wasnt going to forget 11/1/2011. No, coz it was my birthday, my sweet-sixteen year. Ceh. Haha. Thank you, to those who wished me , to those who brought me presents, and especially to MAMA ABAH yang tolong celebrate kan hehe, dan sanggup datang DUA KALI utk bagi makanan !! And now, officially I am already sixteen years OLD. Ohoho, dah macam ucapan menang award kan, haha. Terima kasih ;D

1/1/2011 date was beautiful .

2011-01-02T03:22:00.000+08:00

This photos were taken last week. Kak Wani was going to DQ, well yeah she was elected to go there, so therefore we went Alamanda to meet her and celebrate!

The first time I saw her was when she appeared in the esiswa magazine along with other debaters, and holding their winning trophy. And all of a sudden, now we've become close friend, she's really a good senior who had taught me a lot of meaningful things, I couldnt remember how this strong bond was built and the next second I knew, its already time for her to leave the school. Congratulation Kak! After all that's what she wanted. It was sad though, accepting the fact she wouldnt be in my school anymore, wouldnt teach us the debating lesson, wouldnt be our school senior anymore, and wouldnt be next to us bearing our problems and perhaps she gonna be far away from us, because once she was in the Darul Quran, her life gonna be really hectic, packed with the hafalan and stuff, and probably there was no time left for us. Will we ever meet again after this? ...

We went for .... sushi! My first time eating sushi! Haha, but this isnt sushi, IDK. Yummy yum yum !
* Ignore the chopstick's broken tip, can you? Hehe I'm too extreme ;DD

Haish, too much waste. Oh what a waste.

And this was my 1st time playing bowling too! And to be honest it was baaadddd.... But it was fuunnnnnn!!!

Haha who do u think is the REAL attention seeker? :))

And it was a christmas day! HOHOHO~

Goodness! What happen to our head!?? LOL. This photo was taken using her new Macbook Air... Wuuuu.... Jeles2..

With much respect,

Ulfa.

2000 & eleven : sebelas amalan

2011-01-01T03:39:00.002+08:00

Salam. Its still new year right, and plus this year they have eleven!

Well, when I was young I really like the word eleven, sebelas and the number 11. And I'm liking it even more ever since that.

I dont really know the exact reason why but erm maybe , probably its because I was born on the 11-related date - and this year my birthday gonna put on a lovely date, 11-01-2011 jeez XD - and I was growing up facing that number along my path. I wore no.11 beep while I played netball in my elementary school, and I like Rooney because the 1st time I watch a Man U. match, he was the one wearing the 11-numbered-jersey. My best friends also happened to involved around this number a lot, so spontaneously they're adding my liking toward it. And in my younger years until I was form one, I often ranked no. two (never got first ranking though ceh ) which unpurposely in Roman Capital would look like II and seemed pretty similar to no. 11 too. Hahah, okay I know I know - what a silly thing to say. But thats not the point.

The point is, I'm easily attracted to ELEVEN. Alright but thats even not the main point, its nothing. Nvertheless I want to attach something I just read from iluvislam and they're simply simple; and revolving just about our own selves.

11 AMALAN YANG MENDATANGKAN REDHA ALLAH

1 /// Baca al-Quran dengan merenung dan memahami maksudnya.

2 /// Dekatkan diri kepada Allah dgn mengerjakan ibadah yang sunat setelah mengerjakan ibadah2 wajib.

3 /// Terus-menerus ingat Allah dalam setiap keadaan ( baik dalam hati, lisan, dan sebarang amalan & keadaan diri kita )

4 /// Mendahulukan cinta pada Allah daripada cinta diri hawa nafsu kita .

5 /// Merenung, memerhatikan & mengenal kebesaran nama & sifat Allah . ( Sama juga bagi yang berusaha memikirkan nama dan sifat Allah itu berulang kali ) AsmaulHusna .

6 /// Perhati kebaikan + nikmat + kurnia yang Allah dah bagi kat kita, baik yang lahir atau yang batin .

7 /// Dan ini paling istimewa yakni hadirkan 100% hati kita ketika kita melakukan ketaatan kepada Allah & kita renungkan makna yang terkandung di dalamnya.

8 /// Duduk bersama orang-orang yang jugak mencintai Allah & para siddiqin.

9 /// Tidak lansung meredhai kemaksiatan yang berlaku di depan kita.

10 /// Berpaling daripada orang-orang yang gemar buat maksiat & berada jauh dari jalan Allah.

11 /// Sering mengingati Allah waktu payah atau senang, sepanjang masa :)

Sekadar berkongsi ;)

Tidak enak aku bercita-cita tinggi, sedangkan ini pun tak tercapai lagi.

Jadi; berdoa untuk kebaikan .

So lets move to other actions!

*Okay, masa untuk tidur pertama pada tahun 2011!

Salam XOXO

doploh sebelas

2011-01-01T01:26:00.004+08:00

Photo isnt mine, idk whos eiher.

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU SEMUA!

Semoga aku, anda, dunia dan isinya akan lebih islamik, lebih diirahmati, diberkati dan lebih maju . Aku mintak maaf aku ada buat salah kat anda semua tahun lepas ( cewah macam dah lama je eh ) dan tolong halalkan makan minum ilmu ke apa yang anda bagi. Terimalah kasihku semua ;) Dan mari kita berdoa semoga sesiapa yang terfikir untuk menyumbang maksiat malam ni, akan terbatal hasrat mereka. Aku teringin melihat surat khabar tahun baru esok pagi tanpa berita-berita sensasi, bukan?

Tapi di kala malam bulan di ambang 2011 ni, aku hairan kenapa kenapa kenapa blogger kata certain users telah mengblock aku daripada meng-follow blog-blog itu? dan kenapa IP adress ni jugak telah dibanned untuk berborak kat shoutmix? Apasal eh? Aku rasa tak adil. T___T" Mr. Google pun tak menolong aku, mungkin kita bukan bestie lagi kan.

Korang buat cam ni tak tadi, ok kalau tak, boleh buat lagi ye tak. XD

Piala AFF Suzuki .

2010-12-30T04:46:00.005+08:00

Tahniah Malaysia!

Alhamdulillah kau dapat apa yang kau doa-doakan XD . Pergh .. Tahniah En. Rajagobal, you take the dare to bring the youth squad, and they worked out soo well! Aku tak percaya aku tengok bola tadi. Best2... Best jugapart penjaga gol negara time nak selamatkan bola - mesti dive ke,terbang ke, haha stylo habis ;))) Haha tak pasal-pasal melonjak-lonjak % blog makwe dia, hence menambahkan bilangan peminat beliau haha... Apapun marilah kita terus mencintai Malaysia! Hehehe... ;DDD Pesal aku rasa patriotik sangat nih? =="

And congratulation to Indonesia as well!! you guys were sooo energetic! Honestly thats really a great game, and yeah great keeper and all!! Hehe, btw best gila kot surf Twitter time match, sana-sini potpetpotpet. Ramai juga Indonesian yang menerimanya dengan terbuka, ( and we both agree that we have an amazing keeper ) dan tentulah banyak komen ( dan lawak-lawak) ; ada yang komen pasal tangan si keeper itu - ngapain ada dimana2 aja!?? Haha, gelak-gelak aku baca.. Okaylah, we love you too alright! We dont hate, we just heart! ;)) Okay dah lah tu. Stop blabbering, here's a bunch of photos which I simply copied from Google my bestie ;D

Man in the middle, what are u saying ha? Uhuu T__T

Ok yang ni saja letak ;)

Wait is this the same man above? omo...

*Well now especially for those who missed the match and simply want the review , click here !

**And in case u wanna welcome our heroes, the Malaysian team will be arriving at KLIA at bout 2 pm tomorow.. ;)))

Sedar tidak sedar

2010-12-29T04:36:00.008+08:00

Pergh tak buat apa-apa lagi =,=" Dan nah, aku tujukan lirik-lirik ini untuk sekolahku tercinta ;DD

A Little Too Not Over You :

Maaf .

2010-12-29T01:40:00.000+08:00

working with food

2010-12-28T05:54:00.004+08:00

Few photos of random home-made food we had during this holidays.

2010-12-27T15:22:00.002+08:00

Eventually . . . Its Still A Mystery Event . . .

2010-12-27T05:22:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum. ( Jawab ) Dah berhabuk dah . Hari tu pergi Balai Seni Lukis Negara, tapi tak bawak kamera. Menumpang ihsan orang je lah haha. Okay stop. Masuk cerita.

Well, a day before I got my PMR result we went there supposedly to attend the Rantai Art Event. Well, this is how it was supposed to look like.

Okay, thats it. You can see many booth right? Yea, I would expecting something like that too. But then, I dunno, something went wrong while I was there..Unfortunately, I couldnt see anything.. Not totally nothing but those booth weren't there.. Too sad, too bad isnt? Plus it was raining, and I dunno , the weather played its role to make that place seemed gloomy.

Well since I couldnt catch any glimpse of the rantai booth ( except for the Khat booth down there and some artworks ) so we went inside directly, which luckily, the talk from Sue Anna Joe was still on! Haha at least! I'm not dreaming, there's an event here! Yay! Photography Talk! We're late though, so for sure there's a lot of stuff we missed.

"Rawrrrr....." HEHE.
Photo from here.

Serius gaya cikgu kan?
Photo from here

Anyway, she was sooo cool and steady, sempoi and santai and macho. Er haha buang lah macho tu. Well she showed us her own collection of awesome photos and gave a brief description each and blablablabla

and kept reminding the needs of being creative. You wouldnt believe it, guess what, most of her photos were taken in her own house and the models was no one else but herself. Cool isnt?

Okay. Now this one, if I'm not mistaken, she said this is the one that won the International Photography Award ( or somthing ) , haha wow super COOL lagi! Well simply it means that you didnt need that sexiness or whatever to make your photo interesting, even though you're hijabing urself or such, if you have that skills so there you go.. Ok, back to the photo. And hmmm while she's explaining, I kept wondering.... 'Dekat mana dia shoot ni eh? and wondering.......... 'Masjid mana?' And wonder .... 'Turki ke?'

Tuptup, guess what!? Haha, Kak Anna cakap background itu adalah permaidani! Haha, simply a carpet ! And we the audience were like 'Haa?! Whattt?!!' Yeah, I've forgotten her concept of bergambar-di-dalam-bilik ;)) Thumbs up Kak! So far, I got many meaningful lessons to be used on that day. Hahah tulah sapa suruh tak datang? ; )

Okay now, nak sambung ke berhenti?

Hahah, sambung sikit eh. Since I seriously didnt see ANY rantai booth there so we went to other galleries there. There were many though; like Bakat Muda Sezaman, and I cant remember the others. Seronok ada, best ada . My parents bought a lot of art stuff there, they said it worth it. Hahah. So I recommend you guys to go there and go buy anything hahah ( even the rantai had ended now... ) And we left the Balai around 6++, to see that ALL the existing booth were CLOSED ( including the khat booth ) . Apakah?! Cett, entahlah.

I dunno what to say , and I cant even answer why the booth were closed - I assumed because its raining... Instead, I just saw a photo of the Rantai event area which is full of booth just now ( blog sape entah ). Nampak meriah. Amazingly I didnt see it... (???)

So eventually I was disappointed and both envying the other peoples who could see those booth in reality and buy great stuff there. Huargh T____T . Until now, I'm still perplexed WHY?! (if you ask me)

* We ran into Fizo Omar - with the rest Siti Di Alam Fantasi crew - at Istana Budaya then. And disappointment flew away ;DDDDD

Patriotik Bukan Sekadar Bulan Ogos

2010-12-27T03:55:00.005+08:00

Permainan bola sepak berlaser malam ini tamat dengan keputusan Malaysia menewaskan Indonesia ( kalah tanpa gol ) dengan angka tiga ;D

Tapi sangkaan aku ternyata meleset bilamana hantu-hantu Internet terus bertanding di dunia maya. Gila la diorang ni. Steady je la kan kalah menang adat pertandingan. Hahaha... tengok betapa ramai orang mengomel #malaysiacheatlaser tak puas jiwa :)) Aku cepat2 sign out oh, haish tak tahan ...

Saja tayang, suka perkataan kt belakang lencana nih. Google tq.

Gambar jersey biru tu tak de pulak time2 ni.. Kat dobi agaknya, nak cuci haha. Janji TAHNIAH Malaysia !

XOXO :))

kepala serabut

2010-12-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

Aku penat-lelah buat header baru, pastu tuptup tengok dah takde! Huargh, sedih gila, macam nak nangis je oh. Pastu geram aku buat kepala baru, main taram2 je lah . Random. Serabut. Tapi boleh laa. Selamat menikmati.

tidak tersenyum .

2010-12-26T01:21:00.003+08:00

A Better Cover

2010-12-24T17:39:00.000+08:00

Right?

PMR results .

2010-12-24T14:08:00.007+08:00

Today I'd like to write something longer than you write. Haha sorry if its annoying u guys...

It was around 6 , I was in the airport and not to mention, I was wearing the school uniform.

I know it was totally weird, plus having those stares from strangers were making me really really uncomfortable but I've got no choice, I'm going straight away to the school after that. No one else know that though, except for my family of course. Result would be out soon.

I couldnt predict what I would get from my slip because I've forgotten how I answered my exam papers and how I felt at that time. I didnt felt anything . I didnt have any dream or whatsoever ideas what would happened. Okay so thats it, nothingness haha.

But the first time my nerves impulse started to work was when I arrived at the hall - not because of the result I would get in a few minutes - but because Shaunie had whispered something to me, something I couldnt accept it at first, or I thought maybe I've heard it wrong, but it wasnt, what she told was a news.

"Only 67 candidates got straight A . . . "

Goodness, that was freaky! I've became to an abrupt spasm all of a sudden. I'm so sorry teachers. We're sorry, we didnt mean it. We could do better . . .

I dunno what was happening then, seriously . I just sit and hide from others because I just couldnt be with others and talk and guess what we'll get. But I couldnt stand it too, so I went to the back of the hall. But then thank God my name was announced.

I dunno. I saw peoples smile and startled and afraid, I heard cries and laughters.

I heard the word TAHNIAH here and there. Yes, thank you. But then for what? Tahniah for those who got 9A result but why? Was it for the same reason we say tahniah to the others , or what? And more importantly, is it a genuine congratulation? Is it sincere? Or else?

Okay nevermind. I cant think of anything else, and I shouldnt accuse things this and thats so I wanna give the BIGGEST

CONGRATULATIONs

for everyone who got their slip yesterday! Everyone should be happy isnt it?

Remember, it is so bad to differentiate and compare peoples. Because once in the God's view we're just the same and only faith - the thing we arent able to judge - distinguish us. I wonder what will it feels like in the Hereafter? Obviously something more & more unpredictable, Ya Allah . . . Semoga sesuatu yang lebih baik menanti kami kelak . . .

Nevertheless , for everything He'd given us these days, ALHAMDULILLAH . All praises to the Only God, Allah SWT.

Fabiayyi alai rabbikuma tukazziban ?

Okay and erm just asking, dah sujud syukur? ;DD

2010-12-23T22:10:00.002+08:00

2010-12-22T13:27:00.000+08:00

Ah, kamera2. Tak habis-habis nak buat aku jeles. Urgh. =.="

After All Those Wings Will Take You Up So High

2010-12-21T17:48:00.000+08:00

Sambil Aku Kerja Sambilan,

2010-12-21T03:25:00.006+08:00

Bismillah.

Aku tak pandai nak bercerita. Aku tak ada skill. Tapi ini pengalaman; dan berharga. Once In A Lifetime mungkin? Siapa tahu kan. Jadi biar aku sambung ~~dengan semberono~~ . . .

Cuti-cuti macam ni aku tak tahulah apa korang buat - mesti ada yang belajar memandu, membaca, memasak, berenang ke main piano; gitar, biola atau sekian-sekian . Aku pun belajar juga , untuk bekerja. Eceh.

Kelmarin Kak Wani nak mesej-mesej dan aku tak dapat nak balas haritu so aku terus jawab 'I've got 2 work'. Hahahhh beggar betul. Sebenarnya abang aku ajak kerja jadi caterer sekejap. Jadi sekali dengan kakak aku dgn member dia dalam empat orang, kitorang gerak sampai ke destinasi dekat Sg. Tangkas kalau tak silap, dekat je dengan Sg. Ramal - dekat sekolah aku tu heh.

Kitorang menginap dekat asrama situ, sekali dengan pekerja-pekerja dia yang peramah - baik - segala lah. Mak Cik Towkey tu pun ramah dan sangat baik! ( Aku tak tahu nama dia tapi aku teka mesti mula dengan huruf B sebab syarikat dia nama ArBe, hehe . ) Lagi, tempat tu memang rasa aman betul. Belakangnya ada kebun sikit, belakang lagi kandang kambing, lepas tu railway KTM. Dari situ memang boleh tengok semua ni, serius, tenang gila rasa, aman je. Kalau KTM lalu memang berdesing ah telinga. Tapi tenang-tenang pun malam tu aku tak boleh nak lelap, sebab mata kebal ke, cuak ke apa entah lah lagi-lagi dengar suara budak-budak tingkat bawah. Memang tak boleh. Pukul 1++ pagi - sekali kakak yang sebilik dengan kitorang ni bangun bersiap untukk kerja, sedangkan dia baru balik kerja pukul 10! Terperanjat aku. Memang macam ni eh kerja? Berkorban untuk tidur yang sedikit dan bersengkang mata di awal pagi buta. Aduhai. Takut aku tengok. T_T Okay cukup.

Lepas tu, hari berikut , bersarapan dan ada sesi briefing oleh Mr. Towkey, Pak Cik Ramli ( kot ) . Hari tu ada 3 event , maka kami terpecah kepada tiga kelompok tu; satu di UKM, satu di Putrajaya dan satu di UNITEN. Kira maju syarikat catering ni. Hebat!

Aku dengan kakak dapat masjid UNITEN. Nabil pulak dekat Putrajaya. Kami bertolak dulu dan sampai je sana semuanya dah siap, sebab diorang dah setting semalam. Jadi pagi tu tak buat banyak benda, susun-susun meja sikit, pasang skirting, ( aku tak buat ni tapi usha lama-lama, nak tiru skill hehe ), bunga-bungaan, last touch-up and of course the food. Tiba-tiba dah nak tengahari sikit, datang segerombolan pasukan dari SMK Bandar Rinching, berpakaian macam kitorang cumanya seragam, dan tiba-tiba mula menghidang lauk-pauk di meja tetamu VIP. Aih, pelik ni. Ingatkan budak-budak sekolah yang nak buat choir , sengaja rajin tulang menolong, tapi lama-kelamaan diorang makin cocentrate pulak menolong, hesh okay, mungkin bukan ~~menolong~~, bekerja.

Ye, lupa aku nak sertakan; gerombolan itu juga berbow tie. Maka automatik merekalah yang lebih smart. T_T

Rupanya betul la, mereka tu budak-budak yg akan praktikal di bahagian VIP. Diorang tanya itu-ini, ibarat aku caterer yang tahu semua! Heh, aku part-time juga, sama macam kau jugak sebenarnya.Terperanjat aku bila diorang cakap diorang tu Form Four as in Tingkatan Empat! Wah adik! Dah besar tu dik. Hahaahh, saje je bajet tua. Last-last aku mengaku jugak aku masih muda Form Three as in Tingkatan Tiga, so tak payahlah ber-akak2 lagi. Cukuplah, aku rimas ( dan geli hati ) faham? Oklah, biar lah cemtuh. Dan kerja pun terus berjalan. Hahaha, penat tak terkira lah nak tulis. Aku jaga kaunter depan, yang sangat hot dengan ribuan tetamu. Kaki ni terlampau lenguh dek asyik merefill, refill, refill dan refill lauks. Lagi, kalau lauk tu tumpah, lap. Kalau tisu nak habis, tambah.. Kalau sudu garfu sikit, ambil lagi, Fuuh. Kalau gelas kurang, letak lagi. Tulah kerjanya saaammmmpaaaaiiiiiii petang . . （ ´Д｀）

Potpetpotpet. Pukul 4 kami mula mengemas. Meja-meja mula ditogelkan dan segala hiasan dilenyapkan sedikit demi sedikit. Dan yang paling mencabar . . . . menyapu! Aduhai mak cik! Memang kat sekolah saya tak pernah ditugaskan menyapu sebab kawan saya sendiri dah tahu saya menyapu pelik, sejujurnya saya tak pandai nak menyapu! Lagi-lagi di atas karpet, guna penyapu rumi pulak! Dugaan, dugaan. Nak suruh orang lain, segan pulak, dah yang part-time cuma kitorang berdua je ah perempuan lagi lain lelaki, lelaki angkat2 je, tak main sapu2 ni kan. Part menyapu nilah bagi aku paling mendera, tangan rasa kebas sangat tetapi terpaksa ku gagahkan jua. ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ

Tapi penat-penat pun,akhirnya aku mrasa sangat seronok.⊂二二二（　^＾ω^＾）二⊃ Wehee. Pernah kau datang tempat kahwin orang sebelum makanan sampai? Pernah ke kau rasa panik gila tengok lauk nak habis bila pergi majlis kahwin tu? Pernah rasa orang tanya-tanya pasal majikan kau? Pasal catering kau kerja ni? Pernah rasa main lari-lari sambil angkat dulang semua ? Pernah kau jumpa pengetua masa tengah gelabah heret lauk ? Hehehe, malangnya aku tak tegur pengetua tu, disebabkan tugas di tangan. Bila aku letak je dulang tersebut, aku lihat bayang pengetua sudah hilang dari pandangan. Oh no!!!

Tapi . . . ahhh ... Pengalaman ini . . . Tidak mungkin kulupakan, haha. Dapat member-member baru . Dapat ilmu lagi. Ah, satu lagi; fulus atau korang kenal dengan label $$$. Adakah ia benar-benar seronok atau aku seorang yang terlampau eksaited ? Wallahualam.

Biarkanlah Si Tomoi dari Mr. Google ni bermain-main dulu.

Yo! Aku ternampak ni! Haha ibaratkan waiter tu sebagai caterer! ;DDD

Maafkan aku kerana entri ini terlampau panjang. Aku betul-betul penat.

Selamat ; )

Rantai.Art Minggu Ini Weyh!

2010-12-20T21:39:00.006+08:00

Monday 20th December 2010

10 AM - 10 PM
Art Exhibition

8.30 PM - 10 PM
Performance by: The QUMS Actors

1) Mime performances "Mime In Action 3" by ASH, Cairell & SEFA
2) Rehearsed reading "Nasi Lemak 0.1" by
3) Teater pendek "Ketopat Oh Ketupat"

Special apperance of Shamsul Rahman Mohamed Kutty (Dr.Shark), lecturer from Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS (UTP) in:

1) Monologue "Terrorist In Custody"
2) Dialogue "Hmm..Oh..Hmm"

Tuesday 21st December 2010

10 AM - 10 PM
Art Exhibition

10 PM - 6 PM
Storytelling Workshop by: Unggul Film Academy

8.30 PM - 10 PM
Performances by: The QUMS Actors

1) Mime performances "Mime In Action 3" by ASH, Cairell & SEFA
2) Rehearsed reading "Nasi Lemak 0.1" by
3) Teater pendek "Ketopat Oh Ketupat"

Special apperance of Shamsul Rahman Mohamed Kutty (Dr.Shark), lecturer from Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS (UTP) in:

1) Monologue "Terrorist In Custody"
2) Dialogue "Hmm..Oh..Hmm"

Wednesday 22nd December 2010

10 AM - 10 PM
Art Exhibition

3 PM - 6 PM
Photography Talk by: Sue Anna Joe

8 PM - 11 PM
Short Film Screening & Poem Recital & Acoustic Performance by: Frinjan

Thursday 23rd December 2010

10 AM - 10 PM
Art Exhibition

4 PM - 6 PM
Lomography Workshop by: LomoKids

8 PM - 10 PM
Short Film Screening
Primat Berbulu Bukit Merah ( Documentary ) ( 27 minutes )
Maria ( 11 minutes )
Penghuni
Pecah
Friday 24th December 2010

10 AM - 10 PM
Art Exhibition & Booth

3 PM - 7 PM
Acoustic Performance & Poem Recital

Najho
Mosyuki Borhan
Bob - Cincin Suasa
Disember
Kerusi Sepi
The Painted Memories
Tatty Zainal

8 PM - 10 PM
Short Film Screening
Klips 50 Tahun Merdeka ( 20 minutes )
Pemburu Buaya Darat ( 10 minutes )
Pemandu Pelancong ( 10 minutes )

Saturday 25th December 2010

10 AM - 10 PM
Art Exhibition
& Booth

12 PM - 4 PM
Acoustic Performance & Poem Recital

Captain G
Puteri Sharina
Sound Of Acoustic
Aleya Ariana
Azreel Azhar
Dib Jual Kata
Faraday
Oh Chenta Ku

4 PM - 10 PM
Music Performance

Jenny and The Melody
Iqbal M
Definitely Maybe
The D.I.A
Shh...Diam!
Rock N Roll John
Maleena
Asmida
Anamys Affair
Secretype
Pardon Me

Sunday 26th December 2010

10 AM - 10 PM
Art Exhibition & Booth

12 PM - 4 PM
Acoustic Performance & Poem Recital

Otam
Cheritanya
Rahmat Haron
Amirah Ali
A.Samad Said
Acid Hadi

4 PM - 10 PM
music performance

Mikrobotmen
Azfar Allias
Zip Zieller
Khottal
Spritz!!!
Moi Last Von
Inspirative
Silent Scenery
Tri Soundhouse
Asboon

Originally taken from rantai.art.blog

Jom support ;)

Everybody was talking about harry potter 7 . . .

2010-12-18T03:10:00.005+08:00

. . . how mesmerizing and how fantastic they were. And it seemed so very interesting in my eyes but I cant watch the movie either. So ~~enviously~~ I'm rereading the Harry Potters Book, finished the 6th book weeks ago :'( I've draw some sketches that accidentally look pretty similar to some HP characters, so I used them.

Fleur Delacour ( well at first it's Quinn Fabray, the Glee.)

A random HP men. Too lazy to color them haha.

So thats all; Harry Potter.

Love you, muahahahah. ;))

And I love shoes and sneakers and toys and robots

2010-12-17T01:23:00.004+08:00

Ah Toy Story... Dia mengingatkan aku kepada kisah doludolu aku . . .

And I love shoes and sneakers and toys and robots.

2010-12-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

And I love shoes and sneakers and toys and robots.

2010-12-16T22:43:00.002+08:00

Buat peminat oxford shoes seperti saya, nah!

2010-12-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

icy beginners.

2010-12-15T21:36:00.034+08:00

Life is a perpetual yesterday.

Oh they must be kidding. Yesterday I had a great day and it didnt seem to occur to me again today, so basically that quote is wrong for the time being, whereas I didn't do too many actions today .

But yesterday was a completely inverted hours. 10 o'clock ; Ira, Nabil, Kakak ( my siblings ) and me were going to Sunway Pyramid, I have planned to play ice skating with my friends there even though I have no idea what that ice skating game would be like. I haven't play them before and neither seen one, so I took no preparation at all since the only thing I felt was blank and blurry. By the time we arrived, the ice arena had been packed with crowd and I saw that a lot of falling accidents happened. I swore they seemed terrible in every angle I saw.

Then my friends arrived and yet, they played a little prank on me. Goodness, HAHAH little trick didnt work on me anyway , my dear friends. And straight forward then we put on the skate shoes and played the game. Everything seems like a dream. I dont know how to shape this feeling into words. One moment I'm stepping on the rocky ice floor and the next moment I fell onto the ground and hit everything noiselessly, and once when you have stand up again, all the pain would vanished all of a sudden - miraculously. You didnt even care about all of the eyes that witnessing you was lying down at the icy ground and yet, you actually felt that they were your friends, you've used to them. See, this is magic.

For most of us, we were beginners. So - we talked, we walked, we laughed, we fell, we banged, we crashed, we were gliding, were sliding, we hurtled, we giggled, we injured - all the times. Sorry to say, but I'm enjoying that moment the most because I never play them before ( no annoyance please ) .

Nabil was a good player since the moment he stepped on the arena though. Well, he was a born skater, I mean, he's good at any skater-skating tasks. ( No bragging okay ) Yeah, I mean, after all, he's a skateboard skater right? So of course he could play a thing like this. And so did my friend, Anna who had played them several times before, so yeah she had mastered them before us of course. So mostly she was the guider and the teacher-in-charge. ; ) Oh yes, and Nabil used to say

The Pain Is Temporary

Okay, so enjoy it while it lasts. Okay, honestly I do enjoy. But the problem is, at the few last minutes, I was feeling a little subconscious, or so I thought. I couldnt control my feet anymore and I kept falling cluelessly and eventually I walked out of the arena when I really felt my feet was ripped and I'm dozing off and I couldnt bear it anymore. I dont understand why it happened though. So yes, that's the thing I wished didnt happened yesterday, but no one could change it, so I'm letting it go.

I bid goodbye to my friends at around 6, and heading off to the main entrance ( the one with the enormous lion head ) to catch off my siblings but I failed as I got lost in that huge and complicated shopping complex. Duhh, even the name is complex. So after about that 30 minutes of lost, I asked a salesgirl for the directions help and I found the way out successfully. Tadaaa! My siblings were already there waiting for me with bored expressions and weary faces. Dihee. ( I thought the main entrance must be in the lowest ground, but it turned out on the 2nd most upper level! Neyh! ) And thats when I think the end of my post will be.

T h e e n d .

With that being told, I thanked Allah for all these precious moment,

I'm so very glad to meet you, Ana, Wardah and Nadrah.Yang penting seronoklah ;DD

With all due respect,
Ulfah Adnan.