lost

laah. today we've got raya feast for debaters. that's the good news. but the bad news comes.
I can't attend it, for several reasons. well, i tought i can go enjoy it at first.

sobsob.~

now i am crying sobsob regretfully.
cewwah.mne ade.

jamuan uh mula pukul 9 tadi..
entahlah
ya, but i hope
it goes well~~

lagipun, mama buat rumah dibuka terjemput hari ni. haa, faham tak ayat ni?
yea, pelajar2 asrama:

Balik hari ni lah weyy~~

Stop eating kuih,
stop counting duit,
& stop watching cerita raya laah..

bored

it's 4 oclock now.

i'm so bored.

so please dont hate

mydoodle.





hei wait.
something.
which is better?
to live in this world as the worst person that everyone hate,
or to pretend to the world that we're good person.

everyone should have their own perception.
even hypocrite can think.
so i believe you do.

~~~~~~~~suggest me 1thing that i can do r'now..

syaual

i hope

it wasnt too late
/hihi
i just remember something!

now is syawal

so i wish

salam aidilfitri

to you guys.

tired

i think i'll stop changing my layout by now..
goin too busy.
i need simple thing.
i heart simple.

raya

i dont care bout my tudung hampeh anymore.
in front atok's house.

i'm crying & laugh

like what i've told you before.
this raya is the most funniest raya that i've ever had!
haha.

when I think of it, it make me laugh.."
haha&haha ...

humphh.
hampeh laah ia.

ok,
FIRST DAY:
everything seems fine.
It's so enjoying..~
full of excitement.
bet it joyful for us;
me,family,cousin, nepheww, niece&etc.


getting into
SECOND DAY:
at the morning, we still
doing the raya trekking
activities but in the evening,
we've already gone back to
Kuala Lumpur.
Arrived home safely late at night.

now...
THIRD DAY:
OTW to Kelantan..
Of course it takes a loooong time
to get there.
we've locked in the car
for a loonngg journey!
arrived Kelate,Bachok
at about 10pm.
then, the day's vanished.

then..
FOURTH DAY:
Subuh, after breakfast
Mama was ordering us
in order to
succeed her BIG PROJECT.
& yes, it works at last.
phew.
(actually gotongroyong)
but in the afternoon,
oh no!
things turn bad,
no water!
& ya,we had to...
(watcha think? spell this with wuteva word you might want.)
yea.once a lifetime.
it's kinda funny actually.

FIFTH DAY:
we're goin back KL.

& thats how I've spent my Eidul Fitri.
With a TINY LITTLE excitement,
& a thousand dash of .. errr
unexcitement.

no feelin'

Hari ni dah hari raya ketiga!~ Tapi betul, memang x trasa sgt~~hmm, but it's ok...
Dun really mind bout that.

So, after two days in syawal, this is what hd happened~~
At first, Kami beraya di Johor, tahun ni sgtt berlainan.. Sebab Atok Johari yg kami panggil Atok Janggot dah tiada~ Pagi2. lepas Solat Subuh, makaannn time had arrived! Haha, jamuan raya yg sgtt best~~ Sebab yelah, macam2 makanan ade, & especially ketupat & rendang! Then solat. Jadi selepas solat Aidilfitri, kami satu rombongan pergi melawat kubur arwah Atok. Dan lepas tu, pengembaraan BERMULA!~

We didnt go raya to soo many house this year, yeh since we've got so tired by the evening. On that day, our clothing was in the theme: ELEGANT BLACK! k, gotta go

Ok, today we're goin back to hostel.

& yet I didnt finish my hw! Eventhough it's just a mathematic's updated book, & a final touch of my geografees'. Yesterday we went Majid Putra a bit late, since the jamaah had already started the Isya' prayer, yeah, we miss it! I'm sad enough, but I didnt deny that yesterday's event was tempting me~~

After we had that 8 rakaat tarawikh, we had tazkirah from Uztz Farid Ravi. Yay, his tazkirah wasnt boring, its ssoooo interesting but sometimes I got kinda-sleepy as the mic. make his voice echo, & it's hard 4 me to hear his word properly. & so sometimes, we (my sister & I); heard the people's laughter, but we idnt join them since his word wasnt very clear, so we ask ourselves "Dia buat lawak ke?" & yes, we try to figure out what was that lawak is all about~ Ok, so the joke that he made wasnt as important as the main point of his tazkira.
OK, what is Nuzul Quran actually? Ask yourself first...

tuuut...

answer?

tuuut...

....

the event when Nuzul Quran happened itself had been stated in Quran, which it's such a meaningful moment. ok, aku tak tahu macamana nak tulis dalam b.Inggeris ni.Tak cukup perkataan lagi ni.

Ok lah: bahasa melayu.

surah al Baqarah, 185:

Ramadhan yang padanya diturunkan al-Quran, menjadi petunjuk bagi sekalian manusia, dan menjadi keterangan alQuran, menjadi petunjuk dan menjelaskan antara yang benar dan salah.

Jadi sahlah bahwa Rmadhan ini bulan penurunan Quran. Banyak sebenarnya ayat2 pasal ni, ok, lagi satu.
surah alQadr, 1:
Sesungguhnya kami telah menurunkan (alQuran) ini pada malam Lailatul-Qadar.


Ya, jadi malam LailatuQadr itulah malam turunnya alQuran. 'Eh? Sekejap! Habis, kenapa hari ni kita cuti?' Sebab hari ni Nuzul Quran. 'Eh, habis.... tadi ayat tu kata Nuzul Quran pada Lailatul Qadr? Haa?' hmm, ya. Kedua-dua ni merupakan hari penurunan Quran, namun apa yang membezakan kedua-dua tarikh ni?? Yes, that's the question.~
Err, nanti lah jawab. Sekarang ngah pening! Sory ar, kalau bahasa keling sket!, Ya Allah! peningnye~~

kecil

dunia ini kecil, betul kan?

kalau dunia ni pun dah kecil, apatah lagi malaysia ni. Dan kalau malaysia ni pun kecil apatah lagi selangor ni. Hah, rammaaaiii nyer manusia yang aku terserempak nih, dah penat gelaba~
Semalam time malam solat kat Masjid Putra. Balik tuh. had supper at Kembangan Paradise. I just had Bandung, and a quater of prata.. enough. Bila nak bayar kat kaunter, mula2 aku bayar rm5 untk sgala roti2 uh. Sekali dah kembali ke pangkuan keluarga ku, baru ingat "Laah! Tak bayar air!" Jadi pergi lagi kaunter tuh, bayar lagi. Then we bergerak selembap siput into our old Merc. Benz. teringat laggi. "Laah, lupa nak bayar tomyam!" Hoho, pastu pergilah lagi ke kaunter tuh. Mama yang ambil. Takpe2. Saje je nak cerita tuh. Semua tak penting. Merepeking! But since this is my block, laah, just read it!
I arrived home, switch on the laptop, sign in the Ym, then all of a sudden Syaima hit me! Arrggh~!! Tolong! Tolong! Sakitnya~! Takpe, abang aku pernah kata: The Pain is Temporary. So, as I kept that word in mind, the pain was no longer there. Yup, it had gone. Well, what Syaima was telling me is that: She saw me there! at Masjid Putra?! Hah? What? Huh? She SAAWWWW me? it's sooo sharp, & yes again I'm hurt! Haaahh, sakit! Sakit! Never mind, we move to her point directly. Yes, she saw me, & she saw my mum too. &so what? She told me that I'm *blablabla!!! Ok, never mind2.. It's not so important that I 've to tell u guys. Forget it..
&today we went again Alamanda. idk how many times we have been here for this-year-raya shopping. What I remember was that, we have been here for bout 4 x only to search for raya shoes. & unfortunately (supposed it fortunately or what??) I've found it today at last! Ya, itupun sebab desakan+galakan+sokongan+dll. yang telah diberikan oleh keluargaku sudah mencapai tahap GENTING! Nak tak nak, ambil juga. Nasib ada kakak, dia yang cadangkan kasut tu. Yes, if she didnt do that, surely i wont buy anything until forever & ever!Hmmph,lagi baiklah kalau mereka jeh yang tolong shoppingkan untuk aku, senang~ (aku ada pun bukan beli/buat apa pun.) kasut Ira pula beli di Carlo Rino (sorry, kat situ takde jiwa aku.) Ok, finish.

Everything's ready for raya?

Humphh.. Noo.. not yet. Sobsob. Ibadah still takbanyak! Ohh Ramadhan! Jangan pergi lagi! Yet, this iman arent as coagulated as Sahabat yet, &takwa; I still didnt have that! Laahai, ulfa! Teruskan mencari. Religious worship towards Ar-Rahmaan. Doakan.

*sesiapa yang pergi Alamanda tadi, ya! aku ada terserempak dengan anda-anda!~

t.e.r.e.r

kalau aku ada orkestra sendiri, aku akan pastikan mereka yang dipilih dulu! aha!~

buat kali entah yang keberapa

Allah bagi ujian untuk kita pikul, sebab Allah tahu kita boleh hadapi. Dan sebab tu, kita tak boleh lari dari di uji. Hari ini  perkara paling menyedihkan terjadi, dan ia pastiya masih belum berakhir. siapa tahu apa yang akan terjadi lagi lepas ni. Kami tak tahu pada siapa kami boleh mengharap, mengadu; hanya Allah SWT.