the countdown starts

Assalamualaikum and hi. Oh yes the trial exam has finally over. How was your result then? Two weeks plusplus to go..  I duno you but mine just too dangerous. Thank God this time everything is beyond that red limit. Yeah. Seriously, I told you I'm not a bright student so I dont get my hopes high because I know myself just too well. I got only 6A which varies only one A+ and the rest is solid A and a complete set of other grades as well, summing everything twelve as a whole. Dont laugh though you're so superb but give some motivasi la man. Doa doa sikit apa yang patut kan elok. Needless to say but my rank is somewhere too far ke belakang. One year I honeymoon sekarang I sumpah rasa rugi. Thank God sesal dahulu pendapatan sesal kemudian tidak berguna. Besides no point crying over spilt milk. Hayoh this is sure a hard thing to cope up with. But I cant let thing goes on like this. Too careless to score even an A. But the words I read which someone too kind had pasted on the students board the other day 'certain things might be hard, but not impossible' motivates. Straight A machaaass! Straight AAAAAAAAAAAASSSS! 

Traya

One more laughter

and we will start to cry

One more tear

and we will burst to laugh.

One more story

and we will be overwhelmed.

One more step 

and we will be freed.

Nina me and Mira. Today I realized theres so much thing I have wasted, for not knowing what a  beautiful friendship we are having.

When I say i'm your "friend", I’m trying to have you be my neighbor in Jannah. I’m trying to be your friend on the Day when friends will become enemies, except the righteous. I’m trying to be under Allah’s shade with you on the Day when He asks mankind, “Where are those who loved one another in My Glory”.

I’m trying to stand next to you in the Hereafter. Side by side. Either come with me or let me be.

Chiao. And everything will remain evergreen. 

everyone is awesome

on hiatus

I am getting much nervous today.

Yes. Eventhough it has been the fourth day of syawal but the fact that we have a couple of days before spm trial is sickening. I could not even enjoy my days off. But do I deserve those days actually?

Raya oh yeah. Now and then raya song are humming everywhere possible. And I cant hide my guilty feeling to celebrate any of these. My papers start on this coming Tuesday. Thank God the subjects are accelerating moderately. At least I think I am able to cope with the flow.

Anyway this raya is fine. I love it. Maybe sooner or later ( I dont know precisely ) I'll reserved a post for it. Photos and photos to be uploaded here! It must be much nicer. Except for the part where the word 'spm' struck me. Hey, pray for me alrite. I am no genius but I'll go through, cause it's always the best way out.

Salam Aidilfitri. And of course maaf zahir batin semua.