Saturday, February 18, 2012

And Suddenly

It was not long ago when I found him in facebook. I was in some state of happy, you know the feeling when you found someone who used to be your best friends and then had long disappeared. I added him then. Waiting to be approved. And then we'll get back in touch. We'll share our stories for years we haven't met. But I dont want too mcuh expectations. So I guess maybe that won't happen. Because as the time goes by, most people change. 

But then, either way, nothing will happen. He will never approve me.

Because he was gone. The day I tried to add him was the same day Allah took him away. Through the wind the news hit me and suddenly crashed my windows. He was stampeded while he was going for solat jumaat.  Ya Allah. Tempatkan rohnya di kalangan orang beriman. Innalilillahi wainna ilairajiun. Everything is belong to Him and will return to Him no matter how slow the time ticking. I'll remember that Friday. A warning without ring. Death is timeless.

Because one day soon I'm gone as well.

Monday, February 6, 2012

In Need To Reclarify

Yep. Maybe you've felt ultimate annoyance as my header kept changing forever and ever. And it is, still, UGLY as ever. I dont know why that mind me over this period. For some time just stay with me until I'm feeling normal. I miss posting, blogging like anyone else but I seriosuly dont have that 'creative urge' right now. I just need to reclarify my mind. Busy is still going to be busy. Goodbye. Till then. Assalamualaikum.