sketch 004: bolat

Salam. Tah daa its about april! Apart from learning all over again the fundamental of religion (which progress slower than any tortoise), and procrastinate really a lot, Ive started to use colour in my sketch (if this is call a sketch). For real! Before this I didnt use shades and highlights. Btw Iwonder how sketch differs from illustrations, painting, scribble or even doodle? But hah I'm feeling like a small child again. This is the only thing I really enjoy doing it. So bear with me guys. I will make sure sure I will spam my only blog with eveyrthing I like. Unfollow me if you feel like gila annoyed with all this selfie posts. And yes people i know some of you must have really hate me so much. I frustrated you by not answering calls and messages and god knows what else. I know how does it felt too but I think im so unorganized now. At some points I hate myself too for being so miserable. I have thrown my phone away. use my mail instead okay boleh. I checked it every six hours a day haha. Happy april to all! May Allah bless you and ease our pains. sory. :)

angkat tangan kanan, tepuk bahu kiri tiga kali!

Assalamualaikum and hi semuaaaaaaaaa. Haha hi semua la sangat padahal yang baca sorang joooo. Ape pun moh kita kasik post pasal spm 2012 sebab spm ni obviously sekali seumuq hidop karang tak post rasa rugi naaaa.

Semua yang baca ni sila buat apa yang tertera pada tajuk, sambil pandang bahu kiri dan cakap tahniah. Yang kidal buat terbalik pun boleh. Hha. Ni step by step lepas spm haha.

Step first: Do not compare your result with anyone else. When you start comparing, thats when you start losing confidence in yourself. Saya baru dapat mesej '  salam. ****** saya baru dapat 10A, awak dapat 10A jugak ke?' Wah semua orang dalam dunia ni dapat 10A je ke? Hehe. Hentikanlah menilai angka-angka ni, nanti ada yang terluka. Kalau dibanding-bandingkan sangat kite takkan ke mane pun. Dah kalau desperate nak jugak bandingkan, carilah kembar kau yang lagi tujuh, tanya result spm diorang cane.

Step second: Congratulate yourself. Yang kat atas ni cara paling senang. Kalau dah buat, yayyyy ;D Kalau belum buat sekarang. Atau cara senang yang lain, cubit pipi sendiri dan rasa kecomelan diri. Tak pun tangan kanan salam tangan kiri. Tak pun peluk badan sendiri. Jangan risau, sama mahram. Tak pun call sedara and mara nak mintak biasiswa hahahahahahaha. 

Step third: Be happy and grateful! Especially ditujukan kepada semua yang merasa hampir kecewa dengan pencapaian sendiri, pegang slip keputusan dan senyum! Elakkan pembaziran air mata. Serius. Percayalah kepada kata-kata Allah. Kalau otot muka tak boleh nak senyum, sila kembali ke rule first. 

"Sesungguhnya jika kamu bersyukur, nescaya Aku akan menambah (nikmat) kepada mu, tetapi jika kamu mengingkari (nikmat-Ku), maka pasti azab-Ku sangat berat."

Surah Ibrahim 14:7

"...Allah tidak ingin menyulitkan kamu, tetapi Dia hendak membersihkan kamu dan menyempurnakan nikmat-Nya bagi mu agar kamu bersyukur."

Surah Al-Maidah 5:6

Step fourth: Keep your head on the ground. Masalah kebanyakan orang tanpa disedari, saya tidak terkecuali, adalah terlalu bangga dengan diri sendiri. Ingat. Syirik itu bukan setakat tangkal dan magik. Itu syirik jali, syirik haffiy ni yang tersirat, contohnya takabbur dan riyak! Syirik haffiy ni obviously lagi bahaya sebab boleh membawa kepada murtad invisible. Nauzubillah Nauzubillah Nauzubillah.

Weh perasan tak rule fourth ni kenapa bertentangan dengan rule second pulak? Ehhhhh lupa nak cakap sila pastikan anda lakukan rule second dengan penuh wasatiyyah, bersederhana. Jika orang terlalu memuji-muji anda pula, tolong sediakan shield, kerana ingat, pujian itu mampu membunuh. Sekali lagi, nauzubillah.

"...Allah tidak ingin menyulitkan kamu, tetapi Dia hendak membersihkan kamu dan menyempurnakan nikmat-Nya bagi mu agar kamu bersyukur."

Surah Al-Maidah 5:6

Allah Allah Allah Hafeez. Banyaknya peringatan untuk kite bersyukur.

Ya Allah seronoknya tengok kawan-kawan atas pentas ni, tu belum naik pentas lagi ni.....  Happy kan tengok member yang strugle2 semua dah dapat apa yang diorang nak? Kalau tak happy okay check step first balik ahah.

Okay. Gempak sangat list 24 top straight A my school ni. Hanan gempak gile okay, cool je ambik result hha. Timah pun gempak, aida pun gempak, ah aiesya gempak gak. Ah ramai la gempak sini.

Congratulations everyone! Ramai jugak kawan kat fb yang sekolah lama, yang debate tak payah cakap la, dapat straight As. I mean, wow 15 000 and half of it is in my timeline people, is it? lol. Trust me, you'll be really delighted for them, because they are your friends and thats whats matter.

Gambar dari Izzati Azam. Okay to be honest, I dont know why I'm more happy for my friends then for myself hha.

Nampak macam happy gila en. Macam straight A la tu. Time ni Bonda analisa result haha. Jangan malu dengan result kita. Walaupun agak malu, terima kasih Bonda.

Nota kaki: Sejujurnya alhamdulillah result saya tidaklah meh sangat seperti yang saya jangkakan. Tidak pula saya jangkakan saya akan kebabom straight A's sebab adakah bulan senang-senang begitu saja akan jatuh ke riba saya? Semestinya probability dia 0.01. Akhirnya Allah memberi saya merasai keputusan roughly 8A4B. Ya kalau nak dibandingkan dengan orang lain saya tahu saya di mana but who cares anyway haha.. Honestly I never give much thought to my spm hahahhahahaha so actually now I admit, this is so real; Kalau nak berjaya perlu dua benda ni, fokus dan serius. I'm the type who dont apply that principe unless I've seen the needs why hha. Maafkan saya kerana saya tidak fokus dan tidak serius dalam banyak hal. 

Tetapi ingin saya bagitau, an honest statement, okay this is actually memalukan infact but if theres actually anyone, my juniors in particular, share the same situation like me, hope you get something beneficial here. I never pass any of my add maths papers, dalam ujian ke exam ke semua I score merah. I was so left behind, that even I was in the class, I was invisible. So I dont bother to confront add maths just as how much add maths unwilling to come to me.  Disebabkan markah add math yang terlalu terel ni jugaklah menyebabkan saya bedebuk jatuh kelas time form five hahah sedih gile kot time tu. Tapi saya biarkan nasi yang dah jadi bubur tu bertukar jadi bubur basi. yerrkk. Okay busuk kan. So sampai trial seseorang ini memberitahu perkara yang sangat tak best. Hahahahhaha hanya Tuhan yang tahu. But my main point here is, that was my pressure. To focus and serious, you need a pressure. Without a pressure, like a gas, cant move out or in. So, though it was so late, finally I have a factor to apply those two principles to add maths to be exact. And today thanks to him I actually am so happy that, for the first time, after so many embarrassing moments, i got a+ add math setelah saya banyak tahu.  I dont know. I cant even think of it. 

And thats the end of my story. Istilah oang bodoh/ orang tak pandai tak pernah wujud. Cuma bezanya orang yang belum tahu atau banyak tahu. Dalam masa yang sama jugak saya berterima kasih mama abah, pengetua dan semuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa guru, termasuk kawan-kawan saya yang sebenarnya, adalah guru saya juga. Above all, thanks to Him.

And remember people! 15000++  orang tu yang jadi highlight hari ni. Yang tak di highlight tu ramai lagi. So highlight yourself then! Be proud of yourself! I always mean in terms of being bersederhana la. Be happy! Nothin to be worried! They say when one door closed, there always another doors open! Jangan pulak we always look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the one which open for us! Selamat tamat sekolah! Dan selamat berjaya! XD

Oh yeah cara lain untuk congratulate yourself is, write a post or a letter to yourself! XD

Hah ambik kau,

expect the unexpected

Assalamualaikum and hi.

As everyone know, esok result. I'm feeling so restless that I actually done many things (including this post obviously) because first, we couldnt do anything about it and second, the result is actually already out there. It only has not been delivered to you yet. And third, I cannot expect my result at all because when I analysed my past result they are so various from ahaaaa, many grades, considering my lack of academic awareness. But I'll smile anyway. :D

Jangan compare diri kita dengan orang lain, kita akan rasa tak bersyukur. Dan kalau kita tak bersyukur maknanya kita ni........................................ isik sendiri. Bersangka baiklah dengan Allah. Kalau kejayaan itu baik bagi kita, Dia akan beri. We cant change what will happen tomorrow, or even dayssss after tomorrow, but we can always change how we react towards it.

Kata Kak Fil,

Specially dedicated to my ex-adik2 dorm yang comel, juniors MAHISS batch 95, SG sisters, dan UTPians Jan '13 intake osemm yang bakal mengambil result SPM --
InsyaAllah, may you all be granted the best ;) Anggaplah ia sebagai kayu ukur bagi usaha yang lalu, biarkan kejayaan itu memadamkan segala penat lelah dan kesusahan yang telah ditempuh. There's always relief behind every hardship kan? (Al-Insyirah: 5-6)

Anyway, it does not mark the end of your journey. Still a loong way to go. New doors and opportunities will always be offered in the future, for those who are willing to strive. (At-Talaq: 2-3)

So take a deep breath and brace yourselves for the outcome! ♥
Berlapang dada lah dan terus melangkah dengan yakin beserta Tuhanmu yang Maha Penyayang.

Jangan lupa, senyum :-)
Anyway, it does not mark the end of your journey. Still a loong way to go. New doors and opportunities will always be offered in the future, for those who are willing to strive. (At-Talaq: 2-3)
So take a deep breath and brace yourselves for the outcome! ♥Berlapang dada lah dan terus melangkah dengan yakin beserta Tuhanmu yang Maha Penyayang.
Jangan lupa, senyum :-)

I know the fact that Allah has made the best verdict for me, as He always know what lay ahead and what not. But what I'm afraid is, will I be able to handle with it? I'm trying my best to accept redafully. Aha new word!

You're not expecting me to post somthing like this at moment like this, dont u? I told you I actually did many things when Im restless.

 While this is for motelrocks, Not yet finish though tapi nak jugak letak kat blog haha. 

Ya Allaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I'm embracing my tomorrow. All is well ;)

yunaa new music video with owl city (free poster included)

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Okay. Chill. I dont know whats wrong with me but I cant help loving her haha. I think you dont need to know this but i'm telling you anyway. These three are my top musicians if you ask me,yuna zarai she herself and foster the people and owl city. 

So you know the feeling when two of your favourite artist are actually performing together! Even though the possibility of their genre to clash in a rhythm is actually quite to zero but you know what, owl city actually is featuring yuna in their lattest 'the croods' soundtrack called 'shine your way'!!! Ohmg this is unbelievable right. yuna ft adam young kot haha. Frankly the song isnt quite adam and not so yuna too, and they even got too many 'shine' redundancy in it which is the down side.  But after a few times hearing it, on the up side, its quite good! And as you can see I'm pretty excited about their duo! :D  

And not to mention, there's this yuna new song named 'i wanna go' which is yeah catchy and what made me kinda thrilled the moment I heard it was, it was so foster the people-ish! Believe me. Did she listen to fop too. haha. And last thing about yuna here, she has an upcoming single called 'Lelaki' and its really really a blast! ;DD

So there you go my unhealthy obsession of yuna. Haha. Oh yeah here some bit to anyone who addicted to anything about korea haha.

Haha cool or not cool?

Okay people, lets get straight. To be honest the main reason I created this new post is to give this to anyone who bother. Forgive me, you know, I kan suka melancong dan melencong haha. 

Here is not so poster inspired by the palestinian. Actually I created this for something else but too bad it turn out tak sesuai. haha. Because it consumed my two hours so I dont want to waste it so I moved it here. So guys  pleasee feel free to use it. ;)

Sometimes I wonder why did Allah created this so evil-like israel. Kenapa kerja mereka ni asyik menghantam orang palestine semata. Tapi tengoklah sekarang rupanya disebabkan kekuatan warga palestine, tak rasa ke kita umat Islam lagi bersatu padu bertambah mutu. Aura mereka tersebar ke seluruh dunia. You even can feel it how positive they are!

Btw let us all stand for palestinian! They're so strong and will ever be! 

Teringin.

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driving novice

Gambar: kredit kepada mama yang semakin maju haha

Finally I proceeded my driving license this weekend. Setelah berbulan motivasi hilang di laut. And finally today I have experience driving a car on my own! For the first time! Haha. Yeah I know right this sounds so lame. Seeing some my friends repeatedly failing the test, I thought it is kinda hard but it's not at all. Or lets hope its not that hard lol. I already imagining me in my dad's levina haha. Lets believe in rizq through it. Thank god today is much better than yesterday where I had my motorcycle bad day. Honestly it was hilarious but really embarrasing. I am so bad at not riding a flying motorcycle. Ada lah kejaidan untuk dilawakkan sejam. Kena bahan sejam tu takdelah teruk sangat haha. Tapi boleh lah tahan sampai naik kereta hari ni pun orang tanya pasal semalam haha. To those who is already licensed, I sincerely congrats you. Albeit honestly I've no idea how much irrelevant things I would have to learn here and waste it. Theres so many things contradicting anyway. Oh people I met there sorta varied. Kawan debate ada kawan camp kawan sekolah lama ada though there aint got any hamidians buddies. Aww must be much more fun to see my eminent crew. haha. And then theres this girl suddenly ask me to teach physics. Like seriously? Haha mimpi apakah. oh yeah and theres shahrincool too haha. But my new close friend I met weren't orang sini anyway so they completely have no idea whos him. One come from terengganu, one from aloq staq and another one evacuated from sabah haha. . Ok haha malu betul. Bila nak april ni.

*P/s:The awkward moment when you met a pakcik dm at the real world. 

*pp/s: I've become more nonsense in posting and even giving it a title. Mind that. 

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Salam so wow, its been two week i've been away from my computer I usually use because my brother borrow this. So I ended up using this very very low graphic punya toshiba notebook. Agak tension sebenarnya but my bro lagi kesian. Semoga cepat beli laptop baru amin. haha. So even ada kerja terpaksa guna photoscape je malang tak hahah. Itu pun baru download dah darurat. and wahaha! Now I'm thrilled! Setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya! Now the computer is returned and im like crazy hahaha. Its complete with not just photoscape, lightroom 4, photoshop cs6, paint tool sai but also 3d max and most importantlyyyyyy photomatix pro andddddddd adobe illustratorrr cs5 haha. Im that type who got extremely ultra excited to explore sendiri new software. Im easily thrilled with software, even it is an online app like audiosauna okay but you know, my parents dont share the same eagerness as I am, and I dont think telling god about these sorts (though He already know) is appropriate anyway haha. The feeling is kebabom! Hahaha. Walaupun sebenarnya tengah sedih. I've messed up photoshop punya setting. Dah tak boleh bukak. First time kena macam ni dalam sejarah. Dia kata 'cant open scratch file because file is locked' Nak buat apa ni. So google2 tak dapat selesaikan jugak akhirnya I just click the Ai icon just a few seconds ago and my heart bloom for the other side of adobies and forget psd for awhile haha and akhirnya bukak blogger. I think its too awesome gile. Habis la aku procrastinate untuk benda alah ni pulak haha. Yes, I'm also the type who can easily forget an existing problem and runaway from it. Bahaya I think. Anyway dulu tak nak download Ai takut berat sangat laptop but meehhhh dah ada takkan nak buang. You see I am that excited. Promptly I created a post. Haha. :( Bye.